问题

我想问题一定在我的脑袋里面。它总是自然发晕，拒绝运作，甚至有那么一刹那，让我想大声地说“我爱你”。像是一场可怕的灾难。

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31/01/2006

When you kissed me, I rose my eye-lid and looked at you with puzzles in my mind. I wanted to ask why. But I remember Wittgenstein said that the truth always lies in where it can't be spoken out. Language is the fringe of cognition, let alone what lies between us is the languages unintelligible.

You looked enjoying, but defeated. I know you have confusions, too. Whereas my confusion, sometimes, ends in you. My belief that you can solve all my puzzles put extra weight on you, and when you are puzzled, all the questions are messed up. That is depressing. So I try to live without being lost, by only feel what I can feel, and to reduce my mind to its simplist form, in the hope that in the end of the day, I will be able to say what Wittgenstein said in his last stage: tell them, what a happy life I have lived.

So we continue to think in silence, proving that we are not living corpse.

: 07 Dec 2005 13:38 |  Comments (2) |  Report a problem