## March 11, 2005

### fly

—Remembrance is your world, to Tong

No living men can fly, but you could.
A sweaty Sunday afternoon, I could not see
the high place where you stood.
Like a swift drawing on the sofa, I could not see
the contour of your body, nor
The curvature of the flight.
But heard.
In that sweaty bamming afternoon
You were there, landed in solitude.
I only listened, not even there,
But I guessed you saw me, I don't know why

No dead men can ever fly, but you did.

## December 02, 2004

### I am the vampire of my own heart

Heautontimoroumenos*

I will strike you without anger
And without hatred, like a butcher,
Like Moses the rock!
And I will force from your eyes,

To water my Sahara,
The waters of suffering.
My desire, swollen with hope,
Will swim upon your salted tears

Like a ship taking to the open sea,
And in my heart, which they intoxicate,
Like a drum sounding the charge!

Am I not a false note
In the divine harmony,
Thanks to the voracious Irony
That shakes me and bites me?

She is in my voice, the shrew!
All of my blood is made of this black poison!
I am the sinister mirror
In which the Fury gazes at herself.

I am the wound and the knife!
I am the slap and the cheek!
I am the limbs and the rack,
And the victim and the executioner!

I am the vampire of my own heart,
— One of the great abandoned,
Condemned to eternal laughter,
And who can no longer smile!

## October 22, 2004

### To singapore

tomorrow 5am will be heading to singapore. Jia wei has offered to give me a lift at that ridiculous time. Did a rehearsal with Heechan, really helpful, I am quite relax.

Let me go and enjoy.

## October 11, 2004

### Curve forming experiment

Finally I have completed the Markov Random Field segmentation on curves. Not successful, it tends to group local segments rather than go with the contour, there is a strong effect of over-segmentation and tend to select local nearby curves.

## October 09, 2004

### Freaky Saturday

Yuan Xiang, 大侠集体放我鸽子，两个猪昨天晚上还在兴致勃勃讨论什么买队服球鞋的事宜。所以啊，一觉醒来，世界就变了。人醒的时候，不太会变，往往一觉过后，想法就两样了。Tomorrow is another day真是含义深刻，古人说，睡三次觉，就得刮目相看。今日的Yuan Xiang，大侠，加上以前的我，就是铁证！

## October 07, 2004

### Gosh Tuesday

Yuan Xiang彻底失踪了，早上没叫我去gym，手机关机座机没人接，天杀的不知道去哪了。

## October 06, 2004

### First entry

I hate to admit but I have lost my singapore ICIP invitation letter. Have to wait for a few days to get a new one.

Xiang made excellent pork with black bean saurce today. Really nice dinner. Remember to bring him medicine tomorrow. Birdren came to DCS for a chat on his final year project. Takes so long to realise that he is a talky chap too.

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