December 02, 2004

I am the vampire of my own heart

Heautontimoroumenos*

I will strike you without anger
And without hatred, like a butcher,
Like Moses the rock!
And I will force from your eyes,

To water my Sahara,
The waters of suffering.
My desire, swollen with hope,
Will swim upon your salted tears

Like a ship taking to the open sea,
And in my heart, which they intoxicate,
Your dear sobs will echo
Like a drum sounding the charge!

Am I not a false note
In the divine harmony,
Thanks to the voracious Irony
That shakes me and bites me?

She is in my voice, the shrew!
All of my blood is made of this black poison!
I am the sinister mirror
In which the Fury gazes at herself.

I am the wound and the knife!
I am the slap and the cheek!
I am the limbs and the rack,
And the victim and the executioner!

I am the vampire of my own heart,
— One of the great abandoned,
Condemned to eternal laughter,
And who can no longer smile!


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  1. Richard Hung

    dude! you are like, awesome ! you are soo cool! you are probably really popular at school, too! wanna get together sometime? email me!11! my address is 589 Broomstick Lane, Aberfungus, MA! mail me! i ama vampire too! what blood type are you?

    xoxo Richard Hung xoxo 143 831 <333 :love: smoooooches&snuggles xoxoxoxx ♥ Richard Hung xoxoxoxo

    14 Jan 2005, 16:58

  2. Richard Hung

    hahahaha. I'm sorry. I do not exist. I already have a girlfriend. I am not a real vampire – I am actually half archangel. do not bother keeping in touch. funny, huh?

    14 Jan 2005, 17:00

  3. Jophiel

    tell me…who is your father/ mother if you are half archangel? I wonder if you realize that angels have no sex…therefore it is extremely hard for them to have children…unless you have been blessed by thier Ray. So tell me…who? Which Ray have you been blessed with?

    16 Jan 2005, 05:20

  4. roberta strong

    if you are a
    vampier how much blood do you drink and what good web sites are their and did you read the book "Sweet Blood"? its good and i love it
    !!! peace out cookie monster

    22 Feb 2005, 17:27

  5. Tsavatar

    are you people retarded? It’s a Baudelaire Poem. Jesus!

    22 Nov 2006, 00:13

  6. apeofChrist

    1 When men began to increase in number on the earth and daughters were born to them, 2 the sons of God saw that the daughters of men were beautiful, and they married any of them they chose. 4 The Nephilim were on the earth in those days—and also afterward—when the sons of God went to the daughters of men and had children by them. They were the heroes of old, men of renown.

    Genesis 6. So much for sexless angels, ‘m afraid.
    Of course, The Old Man wasn’t particulary happy with them, and quite a lot of them fell afterwards, or got kicked out. Obviously you can’t have enough demons around. So, it’s forbidden, but not impossible (or well, not forbidden as long as you don’t get caught [eg. Uziel]).

    23 May 2007, 09:56


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