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January 19, 2005

cant ppl just f*** off at times and just leave me alone when im stressed?!

currently, feeling very stressed and annoyed. just dont feel like talking to anyone? i hate myself when i have to make an effort to sound nice to ppl when in fact i really dont wanna talk. why dont i have the hearts to say..piss off..im really busy?? i have a dateline soon, i hope u ppl understand..

and when i actually do tell these ppl off..they get annoyed with me asking me why im like this and u've changed and stuff..cant u ppl see?? i have work to do!! and im all stressed out abt it!! hate myself being 24/7 nice, and when i stop being nice..ppl get upset..

i've come to the point that u have to take me as i am. i dont hold grudges and when i dont feel like talking..it's because im angry or mad at myself and not at u ppl!!

so understand this, if u are my friend! and stop doing petty things to try to make me happy or tell some stupid-ass jokes when i dont feel like talking, bcoz most of the time, im not impressed..


January 05, 2005

my only wish this moment

hymm..had a sudden rush for this "kar ting wan luen" meal. wish to wake up in da morning with mummy telling me to eat her scallop porridge and go with "cili padi char choy and finely minced prawns and chicken meat"! yummm..!

January 03, 2005

This song kept me calm!!

So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

[Chorus:]
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

[Chorus]

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

[Chorus]

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go


Nobody's Listening!!!!!!

(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobodyís listening)
(Called to you so clearly but you donít want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobodyís listening)

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Head full of anger, held in my chest
And everything leftís a waste of time
I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone elseís more
Iím riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that itís better I canít keep myself together
Because all of this stress gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something I could set my sights on
Never forget the blood sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years the fear and
Trash talking and the people it was to
And the people that started it just like you

(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobodyís listening)
(Called to you so clearly but you donít want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobodyís listening)


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