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August 22, 2006

Kuadik and Zul's quite latest pics..

kuadikZulThis is when Kuadik and Zul were in Rome…both are getting chubbier, I can see that Kuadik's tummy is growing…sometimes it's quite hard to believe that my little sister will become a mother one day..it seems like just yesterday we climbed up the guava tree..me hanging on it…looking like a monkey…how time flies…if only I could turn back time and be a kid again…ohh…I miss those moments…

one afternoon when we were kids, Kuadik called upon the old ice–cream man on the bike….shouting "Aiskrim!!!!Tunggiiiiiii!!!!!!"..yup..instead of tunggu..she said tunggi…all of us laughed our heads off….and also this one time in Ijok, she went to kedai Ah–Po, wanted to buy asam for her to eat, instead Ah–po gave her asam keping!!!!!she got back home, showed it to everyone..everyone laughed so loud that she began to cry!!!!Yes, my sister..we're so close, age–wise…and everything…we basically share everything!!!

I'm very proud of her….really–really miss her!

..I'm so lonely today, Kak Yong and her family downstairs spending time together…I wished that it was me instead with mama and Papa and the rest of the family…

Abang Bob the family man, working hard everyday…reminds me of Papa, worked hard every single day…made sure that everyone at home ate enough, lived a comfortable life, yes it's just an average simple family..we did not have the privilege of having fancy toys and clothes but Alhamdulillah it's enough…all 6 of us grew up okay and thank Allah for Mama and Papa…


Ready to face everyone

I've been hiding for quite a while….hiding from what?Really..I'm not sure…I have to face the reality…reality does bite…yes…it's how we handle the problem that changes the whole perspectives…

Why shy?Just be honest and tell everyone that things did not work out…wipe away the ego in you…nobody will laugh at you…not to be afraid of your own shadows that haunt you all the time…not to give in..not to give up…that's what you need to do…

Things happen for a reason, Allah knows best….be patient…and seek help from Him….

So..everyone…yes…my studies suck big time, I'm hurt, physically, mentally and emotionally affected..and now I'm okay to accept the fact that I won't go far here…not as planned…as often being said…we can only plan, but Allah decides..

..that's not the end…this might be just the beginning of something bigger, more unexpected ahead of me…so…expect the unexpected!!

..so…I don't expect anyone to understand…those used to be close to me now drift away….probably since I've been in silence too long…but if you really understand…you've never been too far in my heart and in my thoughts….

What's written within my fate…only my Creator knows…and I surrender to Him..


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