All entries for Saturday 19 August 2006
August 19, 2006
Something is missing. What's going on with me?I'm trying to stand up…but keep falling back…I cannot follow other's rhythm..I cannot blame others…cannot keep on making excuses…I have to stand up, rise…what's stopping me from working hard?Why am I like this?It's been more than 4 years and other people are going up and up and up and I am falling down and down…My brain is not as before…it's been poisoned by the heartache that I've been suffering…my mind has been damaged by the negative thoughts of..well..basically everything!!!!I've made myself a promise to improve….
WHAT'S GOING ON WITH MY LIFE????
Ohh Allah help me.....give me strength...