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February 10, 2006


So, Mike and I were just making plans for Valentine's day…and I told him about the episode of friends when Monica and Chandler decide to make presents for each other and I have managed to persuade him that it would be funny for us to do the same thing…it took him a while to actually catch on to the comedy aspect of this ritual but eventually he agreed.

Now I have a problem. What to make…rules are, it has to be comedy, crap, and made of everyday household objects. Any ideas?

January 31, 2006

Heal Over…

I totally don't write on here enough, and then I do that annoying thing of only writing on here when someone reminds me and then I have to mention that that's why I'm doing it and by the time I've done that everyone's bored and no-one really cares any more…

So…the last few weeks have been…interesting…One big fat roller-coaster of emotions that has left me pretty shattered. Things that I have been thinking about are too numerous to mention, but today I am thinking about friends…The cause of my "interesting" fortnight as most of you know has been how sick Miche has been. It's interesting to me how much something that's actually happening to someone else can effect you so much. And can effect you in emotional, physical, mental and spiritual ways. I guess it just shows the immense link that you can have with someone. In the bible it says that the church is supposed to be like a body, and when one part hurts the whole body does, and I have never experienced that to be more true then over the last three weeks.

I've also been thinking about how amazing it is that I have people around me like I do. People that know when to leave me alone and when to take me down the pub for a drink. People who dont care if I'm perfectly fine one minute and crying the next. People who send me text messages that simply have a smiley face in them. They keep me going, keep me moderately normal.

Someone asked me yesterday how I was coping so well with what's going on, and I could only say one thing. God. I'm not angry with him, because although I don't understand everything, he keeps me sane, puts the right people in the right place, gives me hope that actually in the end, one way or the other, there is a happy ending to the story.

The tittle of this blog is the name of a KT Tunstall song. I've played it loads recently and it says a lot about what I feel about Miche. Weird how music does that.

December 12, 2005

Dedicated to the one and only Deb–o–rah

So, how weird is this…was just talking to Nick this morning about how I never write on my blog any more, and then this afternoon I talked to Debs on msn (a rarity nowadays-Debs-what are you doing?) and she mentioned that she looks on my blog and that I never write on there…I think you shall agree ladies and gentlemen that this is amongst the weirdest of things that can happen…

so anyways, Kempy has demanded an entry in her honour, and cos she is prob in top 5 people that I love (well…top 20 at least) I thought I'd do it…

Debbie…she's cool. She's far cooler than me and that's saying something. I dont see her enough. I blame the NHS and the ridiculous way they run shifts… suppose I shall be grateful when the time comes for me to have babies… we always joke about debs being there when i give birth but actually i'm now thinking how weird that would be…

and on that thought i shall love you and leave you

(debs-you rock, can't wait to see you, was wicked to see you in manc the other week-cheers for the drinks! buy me something sexy and french on your dirty weekend away…)

June 04, 2005

The official

There's a certain four ladies who have recently noticed the sheer volume of men who are not afraid to cheer at innocent members of the opposite sex whilst walking down the street. In order to cope with this rather inappropriate and slightly uncomfortable aspect of their lives they have turned it in to a little game. Points system below:

1 = honk (can be negotiated with size of vehicle/place eg buses count as more!)
2 = wave/stare/honk combo
3 = wave/stare/honk combo when dressed like a minger at time (cos then they're complimenting face…)
4 = builder wolf whistle
5 = builder shouting relatively derogoratory but still secretely pleasing comment
6 = nice comment (this can again be negotiated depending on what individual is wearing at time, cos if wearing mini skirt said male is probably not complimenting you eyes)
7 = non-builder member of the public shouting from a distance
8 = comment of some kind from member of same sex
9 = someone actually approaching you in the street
10 = converting said male with your stunning inner beauty

It should be clairfied that the above points may alter in exceptional circumstances (I shall be the judge) and that comments must be made by strangers in public places, rather than best mate saying you look nice tonight.

Lust Chart as it stands:

Naomi: 6,8 (I am awarding 8 points for the round of applause from random guy in car) 7,7,9,2 Total: 39
Tara: 8 (for same round of applause) 7,7,9,1 Total: 32
Sarah: 7,2,7,7,1 Total: 24
Tim: 7, 8 Total: 15
Miche 9 Total 9

It should also be emphasised that this chart will in no way be kept up to date and is therefore completely useless and a waste of a blog entry.

If you are a guy and want to enter yourself on the chart, this is possible, let me know your points!

April 30, 2005

The Lord Hath Kicked My Butt

So…I just spent ages typing a big long entry mocking Tara and her futile attempt to shame me on her blog and then went to publish it and there was an error.

So instead I'll tell you how wonderful she is and then I'll look even better.

April 09, 2005

The highs and the lows

Yesterday we went to Alton Towers in the snow. It was wicked! Thank you to all you lovely people that made the day so much fun! We rode Rita, which was sooo fast I actually couldn't breath. Def one of Top 5 days this year and would've given me loads of cool stuff to put in my new funky scrapbook had I remembered to pick up some leaflets etc…doh. Also, randomly saw Debbie's housemate Alan in a que, which was lovely. (yes, he's the one that looks like Lee from Blue…)

We left at 8am, got back at 8pm completely shattered from the rollercoasters, cold from the snow, and hungry from the…lack of food. My thinking: how can I heat my body in the quickest way possible? The genius that is Miss Emma Kemp suggested a bath. Sorted. Second question: how to fill the hole in my tummy. The genius that is Miss Chrisi Brierley suggested a Pot Noodle. Excellent. So, 20 minutes after getting in I find my self in a Bridget-Jones-like-moment of eating a sweet and sour pot noodle in the bath whilst trying to keep as much of my body surace under water to keep as warm as possible, whilst trying not to spill any into the water…It was one of those moments when it hits you actually how sad the life of a student is. Oh, the lows I have fallen to…

March 01, 2005

Songs so far…

Follow-up to My Top 5 from Sarah's ramblings

Drive Incubus
Good Riddance Greenday
Up in Arms Foo Fighters
Alive P.O.D
Absolutely (story of a girl) Nine Days
Adrienne The Calling

These are not my final 5…still composing a list!!

February 27, 2005

Daddy of a Party…

So, this weekend went home for Dad's 50th birthday party and it was actually wickedy! Enough curry to feed a small country. Spent the whole evening chatting to people my parents have known for over 25 years- one guy was with my dad when I was born. Crazy stuff. Went through loads of pictures of my mum and dad in the 70's- he was cool!! Anyway, got me to thinking about the photos I take now…and whether I'll still look at them on my 50th birthday, and who I'll still be friends with etc…

she ponders

That song…

Want to add that song…

Is by Nine Days…and you would think it's called "story of a girl" but it's actually called something else…Nick told me what it was but I've forgotton…any ideas?

February 17, 2005

My Top 5

Thought it would be cool to make a list of my Top 5 favourite songs of all time…

Now, this is not something to be taken lightly, so the way I propose to do it is to brainstorm songs I like, over a period of time, and then eventually make a shortlist of 5…

Songs songs so far:

Drive Incubus
Up in Arms Foo Fighters
Good Riddance Green Day

That'll do for now…


Look at them!!

(selected from a wider range…sorry they can't all go on here…just got tooo bored)

My new favourite game

yes, it even beats the 'who?' game (cos I'm rubbish at that) and Tara will probably kill me for blogging this before her…actually she might have already done that…oh well, if she has…it'll just be on two blogs!

The game: Bi-words (how many people just lost?) (cheers to TK for knowing the actual name for this)

Most people find it lame, but if you enter into the spirit it's hilarious, particularly if Mr Ian Kreeger is involved. The aim of the game: to find a word that can be split into two words that actually exist.

Again, I emphasis that it sounds lame, but I find it fun, so you should all love and accept me for the loser I am.

Words so far:

skin-head (the original)

and possibly the best one yet, provided by Mr Martin Rittman:

It is hard to convey in a blog just how much this makes me laugh…it's all in the way you say it…and half the fun is getting it wrong…no, Ian, satallite doesn't work…

February 11, 2005

Reading Redaing Reading…

Follow-up to Reading Week…the clue is in the title… from Sarah's ramblings

So, it's day 5 of reading week, all in all it was going very well until this morning when I decided I wouldn't actually get out of bed until 3 hours after planned. However, did spend half an hour of those three reading Crime and Punishment so was sort of working…

As for essays- Aesthetic title is chosen and detailed plan written…just need to get my butt in gear and think of two more titles for Ethics by Tuesday…however, I feel today is destined to be an unproductive day so instead of doing that I'm gonna read a bit more of C+P (p257, of 500 and only started Weds lunchtime) and the rest of the day I will, of course, just watch Debbie's dvds!!

February 08, 2005

What I'm up to…? wasting my time!!

oh the rage…

plan for today was to do a whole days work, including seeing a lecturer at 11.30 to talk about essay titles.

note to self…do not arrange to see a lecturer at 11.30.

It's the worst time ever cos it means you wont actually do anything before hand…and by the time you get home it's lunch time and then you have to do things like write on you blog and then you only really have an afternoon to do work. Said lecturer was ill anyway so when I got onto campus he wasn't even there. Spent about 45 minutes trying to find books in the libarary, got bus home, and here I am, twenty to one having done no work and too hungry and tired to summons up the motivation to start reading Kant. What I want to do is watch the aladdin trilogy all afternoon and then having a wicked time at Rev tonight.

What to do…? Place your votes now…

February 06, 2005


Tara just told me to write something about her, but instead have decided to write about adults…

I have a new-found appreciation for adults. Firstly, my parents rock. Secondly, adults do generally seem to know a lot more than I do, so thinking I will probably take the opportunity to get to know a few more of them! After all- this is a major major advantage of the chucrh! Also, they *feed * you! Today I went round for lunch at Angela and Dave's and it rocked. Thinking I should get myself a mentor…

Today has been a good day. Did explorers this morning, am feeling like I'm really getting to know the kids, plus it gives me an excuse to make stuff and put it on my wall!

Tara is cool.

February 04, 2005

Reading Week…the clue is in the title…

Am intending to do this in Reading Week:

(I am posting it here so that I feel like I should actually do it…)

Monday: Ethics:

  • Utilitarianism, For and Against: Sections 1,3,5
  • Contractualism and Ulititariansim
  • The Reasons we can share

Tuesday: HMP

  • Kant's Critique of Pure Reason: pp41–67, pp67–91

Wednesday: Aesthetics

  • The Continental Aesthetic Reader: pp117–128, pp465–487
  • Existents and Existence

Thursday: Aesthetics Essay

Friday: Aesthetics Essay

In the middle of this I will read the whole of Crime and Punishment…maybe! Hopefully by tonight I will have finished Anna Karennina…maybe!!

January 28, 2005

Philosophy…the spoiler of all fun…?

txt I once got from tp:

"Philosophy…the spoiler of all fun in the world ever…assuming there is such a thing as fun…or a world"

thought it was pretty funny at the time but is becoming increasingly true of my life. The last couple of weeks have been pretty full on and I'm finding myself regularly fearing my head will literally explode. My friends laugh at me for the whole "yes, but how do you_ know _ that?" "is that actually true?" etc etc, but in all seriousness it's taking over my mind! I fear I'm becoming one of those "but why?" questioning children that never stop asking questions. Not necessarily a bad thing though. When I started my degree they told me I would learn to think. Oh boy, do I think!! Every day I spend my time thinking about the world, the universe, and beyond! Sounds cheesey, but it's happening! Again, not necessarily a bad thing. Yes, I do spend my time reading the History of Philosophy, but I don't think you can put Philosophy into a historical box: it's happening all the time, as you read it you're forced to think about it and make a judgement.

The consequence of this? A big fat test of my faith. In my head there's a constant struggle between concepts of truth, faith, rationality vs spirituality, knowledge and wisdom etc etc. I've grown up with "Jesus is the truth" but when I hear that know my mind goes into overdrive simply about the word "truth". Yet, this is why I am doing this degree. Let's see if I can come out at the other end of the three years still claiming to know Jesus is the truth. Let's see if God does have all the answers.

Been reading some cool stuff in the bible recently in a bid to make sense of everything. Some might argue this isn't a legitimate proof of anything-how do you know it's the Word of God and all that- but it's the same as reading any other "philosophy"- at some point you just have to decide if it's true or not.

Thought I might as well include the stuff I'm reading:

From 1 Corinthians 1:

19As the Scriptures say,

"I will destroy human wisdom

and discard their most brilliant ideas."[c]

20So where does this leave the philosophers, the scholars, and the world's brilliant debaters? God has made them all look foolish and has shown their wisdom to be useless nonsense. 21Since God in his wisdom saw to it that the world would never find him through human wisdom, he has used our foolish preaching to save all who believe. 22God's way seems foolish to the Jews because they want a sign from heaven to prove it is true. And it is foolish to the Greeks because they believe only what agrees with their own wisdom. 23So when we preach that Christ was crucified, the Jews are offended, and the Gentiles say it's all nonsense. 24But to those called by God to salvation, both Jews and Gentiles,[d] Christ is the mighty power of God and the wonderful wisdom of God. 25This "foolish" plan of God is far wiser than the wisest of human plans, and God's weakness is far stronger than the greatest of human strength.

26Remember, dear brothers and sisters, that few of you were wise in the world's eyes, or powerful, or wealthy when God called you. 27Instead, God deliberately chose things the world considers foolish in order to shame those who think they are wise. And he chose those who are powerless to shame those who are powerful. 28God chose things despised by the world, things counted as nothing at all, and used them to bring to nothing what the world considers important, 29so that no one can ever boast in the presence of God.

From 1 Peter 1:

7These trials are only to test your faith, to show that it is strong and pure. It is being tested as fire tests and purifies gold—and your faith is far more precious to God than mere gold. So if your faith remains strong after being tried by fiery trials, it will bring you much praise and glory and honor on the day when Jesus Christ is revealed to the whole world.

8You love him even though you have never seen him. Though you do not see him, you trust him; and even now you are happy with a glorious, inexpressible joy. 9Your reward for trusting him will be the salvation of your souls.

Colossians 1:

15Christ is the visible image of the invisible God. He existed before God made anything at all and is supreme over all creation.[d] 16Christ is the one through whom God created everything in heaven and earth. He made the things we can see and the things we can't see—kings, kingdoms, rulers, and authorities. Everything has been created through him and for him. 17He existed before everything else began, and he holds all creation together.

John 1:

1In the beginning the Word already existed. He was with God, and he was God. 2He was in the beginning with God. 3He created everything there is. Nothing exists that he didn't make. 4Life itself was in him, and this life gives light to everyone. 5The light shines through the darkness, and the darkness can never extinguish it.10But although the world was made through him, the world didn't recognize him when he came.

Always come back to this: rationality is not everything. If we discount spirituality then we are not doing justice to the nature of a human being. There is spirit, and there is spiritual truth. There are things reason wont disclose. This isn't empiricism. Spinoza says we are thinking and extended things and so can only concieve of thought and extension as attributes, yet God has infinite attributes. We are spirit, God is spirit, I know God through spirituality. Not a good enough answer for some. Good enough for me.


Just wrote REALLY long entry about big old deep stuff going on in my head, and then went a deleted it.

Re-write it?

No thanks.

If you're interested ask me!

Em's coming tomorrow for the weekend-wooo!

(again, if interested ask me!)

January 20, 2005


What's happening with me…?


Something and nothing

Just plodding on really. Not feeling particularly woo but not feeling particularly :(. Think I'm tired….there's a nice change!

Got a blockbusters card today, on the off chance I'm ever in there without Tara…

As for the whole degree thing…feeling a bit better about Aesthetics, having spoken to Darren about possible stuff for assessed essay. Was really helpful. English a lot better as well. HMP is hard going but feel like my mouth and nose are still above the water. What else do I do? Oh, yeah, Ethics…all good.

Rev rocks.

January 13, 2005

Something I learnt yesterday

How amazing the Learning Grid is. If you haven't been before I would def recommend it! It's obviously not everybody's thing, but the combination of comfy chairs, food, mobile phone, the occasional brew and a bit of chatage with Michelle and KoT were a winner for me!

Also learnt yesterday how to eat with my left hand only. Also learnt to make sure the oven gloves fully cover the area of skin you are placing into the oven.

Today I learnt that if you go to the gym two weeks running you wont die.