All entries for Monday 15 August 2005
August 15, 2005
I'm being haunted by the Akon song, Lonely, being as no other relevant one comes to mind…any ideas?
I didn't go to work today cos I'm bloody ill and I hated it. Alone time is one thing but actually being alone most of the time is horrible. Alone time is of the sort that you have the underlying comfort that you can have company if you want it and loneliness is where you have alone time because you have to. I'm suffering the latter. I keep thinking I'll live on my own to see what it's like but times like these make me thing I'd never manage it. Maybe later in life or whatever but at the moment, company wouldn't be such a bad thing.
Less wobbly that yesterday, having spent my birthday weekend being horizontally ill with a nasty cold, then being sick twice on the way back to London on my birthday and feeling too sick to eat then being limp and weak this morning. LAME I started walking to the supermarket then felt so pathetically faint and dizzy that I went back and made some risotto for dinner. Feel a bit better now, looking forward to work tomorrow: some company!! Woooo!