Recent events in my life have set me thinking about my faith. I have begun to consider what I believe and why I believe it.
I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t really know what I believe, I don’t know enough to make any decisions, so I must learn. I’m going to read The New Testament to begin with, which I’ve never done. I’m going to try understand it, I’m going to ask questions (I’m blessed with many true christian friends, i.e. they don’t mind me rigorously trying to deconstruct their beliefs.)
I don’t feel pressured in any way, and I’m not going to decide to believe in anything that I don’t truly believe in.