Am I supposed to be shallow?
Having spent almost 30 hours reading different materials about Excellence models, I come to the conclusion that's not possible to gain a "profound knowledge" in this field for this time. Every particular subject could be a PhD thesis. Moreover, not having a more or less strict guideline I had to spend a considerable amount of time either on sorting the information, or to structuring it.
However, now Iíve got some knowledge connected with Excellence models. But I am prone to consider it as a quite superficial one. Several things really disturb me due to this:
1) Is the level Iíve reached enough in term of course requirements?
2) Have I reached the level that I had to?
3) Is it going to be less stressful after a while?
Probably, since the module havenít officially started yet, all my concerns are not serious, but I am really afraid to be shallow.