All entries for Friday 07 July 2006

I am a stupid fool…

Hello people… I've had a few blue after Mat's viva party, so I probably shouldn't really say this kinda thing, but I am so so so so so so so annoyed and angry with myself… grrrrrrrrr… cos I had the perfect opportunity to invite FK on a night out this weekend, and I'm sure he wouldn't have said yes anyway, but I couldn't even bring myself to do it… why why why am I so pathetic and worried all the time??? IT'S NOT FAIR… so now we'll both be sat at home lonely on Saturday night, when we could have been having fun… (well, I'd have been having fun and he'd have been thinking, "oh my god what the hell am I doing here"...)... but no, I couldn't even have the bottle to ask him… hence I am a stupid fool… :–(

Anyway, well done Mat, nice one, only two more years to go for me now I guess… yay!!! Bonza…

Good luck to Italia on Sunday by the way…

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