sometimes life is so unexpectly unpleasent , its a long time I havent update my blog but something happend that I need to talk to someone about it or I can not sleep.
many years ago I was in Kenliworth park , some kids were playing around and they found a small baby bird who apparently had fallen down from his/her nest on top of a tree , I tried to help, I put it gently in my hand and throw it up , he/she tried to fly while waving its little wings around but couldnt fly high enough to rich to the nest.
kids around me so excited and happy to see me how happy I was that it was working ! I tried so many times but failed.
then suddenly I decided to use more power to make it , I did , I throw the baby bird so strongly up but you know what happened .. the bird hit to a branch and fall down so sadly so heartbreaking down, ..
it wasnt dead but was unable to move properly , to stop kids to be unhappy I tried to pretened that the bird is so tired and will try to fly again soon later , I left the bird next to the tree and I cried slowly inside , dont know what happened next , did he/she fly again , or was cought by a wild animal or just was there until …... God knows.
that was many years ago but…
oops today I did it again….
hope this bird will fly again , ........ , I feel o miserable …...... God please help the bird , God please help me.