August 21, 2006

I am so grateful

I used to think dead would come in a secret way
  Through an enemy or a stranger
  Out of an accident in the middle of an adventure
  Falling down from a tall fall, perhaps?
  Visiting a bullet ball, maybe?
  Or by a bite of a hidden dragon baby!
In a dark dark night or end of a rainy day


I used to think dead would come in a moment and go
  In a so sharp second though
  And then The End,
  So,
I will fly away like an immigrant flamingo


I was so naive, so fool
  I can feel around the God's messenger
  Your love is so familiar; there is no enemy, no stranger
  Yes I am dying surly but so slowly,
  Like a sad tear running on cheek,
  Drop drop , stop, tick tick
  Now I feel the mixture of being beautiful and awful.
Thanks for your present to me, I am so grateful


Reza
21–Aug–2006
University of Warwick
Dedicated to Yasaman

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  1. Mohsen

    از کسي که دوستش داري ساده دست نکش. شايد ديگه هيچ کس رو مثل اون دوست نداشته باشي و از کسي هم که دوستت داره بي تفاوت عبور نکن . چون شايد هيچ وقت ، هيچ کس تو رو مثل اون دوست نداشته باشد

    22 Aug 2006, 14:03

  2. vahid

    سلام
    به قول بزرگی، جناب عزرائیل بزرگترین خدمت را به خلق الله می کند
    اما باید به خاطر داشت که"هرکه اینجا نبیند، در آخرت هم نخواهد دید"
    پس از این فرصت نهایت استفاده برای دیدن دیدنیهایفردا را باید کرد

    29 Aug 2006, 09:00

  3. Reza

    ترجمه1–

    باور داشتم که عمر به صورتی اسرار آمیز به پایان میرسد
    شاید به دست دشمنی یا غریبه ای نا آشنا
    به موجب حادثه ای در یک سفر مهیج
    شایدپس از افتادن از یک آبشار بلند–که میداند؟
    یا ملاقاتی با یک گلوله توپ–شاید؟
    یا گزیدگی یک بچه ازدهای نادیدنی
    در میان سیاهی یک شب خیلی تاریک
    یا در انتهای یک روز بد بارانی

    باور داشتم که عمرتنها در یک لحظه به پایان میرسد
    احتمالا در کسری از ثانیه
    صحنه پایان خلق میگردد و آنگاه
    همانند یک فلامینگوی مهاجرپرواز کنان رخت سفر را خواهم بست

    29 Aug 2006, 10:52

  4. Reza

    ترجمه2–

    چه خوش خیال و الکی خوش بودم
    فرشته پیغام آور خداوندی را پیرامون خویش احساس می کنم
    عشق آشنای تو نه دشمن است و نه غریبه

    آری مرا به انتهای زندگی ام به آرامی ولی با اطمینان نزدیک می کند
    مثل داستان تلخ سفر یک اشک بر روی گونه
    قطره قطره – توقف –تیک تیک
    اکنون احساس توام زیبا و تلخ بودن را درک می کنم

    از هدیه ات متشکرم خیلی ممنون

    29 Aug 2006, 10:53

  5. Yasaman

    my dear friend, I can feel how you feel. you have many mixed feelings of your present situation cos you already taste too much of life. yet this poem is too sad.
    I know it is too much for anyone to take in life. but remember you are not alone.think about it. maybe it is God’s message of warning.So many people love you and its a treasure , keep it.

    waiting for your next poem about adventure and happiness of conquering this dangerous moment.

    thanks to put my name in the poem , thanks to call me a beautiful name , thanks to help me to have a faith as a muslim.it makes me beleive there is an important reason to born and to die one day and this beleive is priceless.

    15 Sep 2006, 17:23

  6. Reza

    Yasaman,

    thanks for your comment and I guess it was yesterday last year when your dear mom past away,she was kind to you to stay alive until you mange to see her face for the last moments, a moment that worth a life. I prayed for her while I was fasting , God bless her , God bless all of us.I usually call my parents once a week and everytime I imagine this is the last time , I need to be realestic in this although sometimes I feel I am optimistic. soon or late this story will happen so I try my best to be pleased and show I am happy to make them happy , I make joke with them while in my heart its a big alas , alas of being unable to treat them as they deserve.
    I love them what else I can say.

    03 Oct 2006, 20:37


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