February 26, 2005

反方向的钟

迷迷蒙蒙你给的梦
出现裂缝隐隐作痛
怎么沟通你都没空
说我不懂说了没用
他的笑容有何不同
在你心中我不再受宠
我的天空是雨是风还是彩虹
你在操纵

恨自己真的没用情绪激动
一颗心到现在还在抽痛
还为分手前那句抱歉在感动
穿梭时间的画面的钟
从反方向开始移动
回到当初爱你的时空
停格内容不忠
所有回忆对着我进攻
我的伤口被你拆封
誓言太沉重泪被纵容
脸上汹涌失控


February 22, 2005

马路对面,你稳步走来。微黄的长发在阳光里跳跃,像跳舞的琴弦。你的眉眼渐渐清晰,睫毛像帘子一样挂在眼前。我喜欢有着长长眼睛的男子,更喜欢那垂下的睫毛,半遮半掩的遮住男人心里的秘密,是魅惑也是温柔。

你渐渐走进,拉起我的手。我喜欢观察你的手,想象你波动琴弦的样子,如何让那些旋律从你掌心里飞舞起来,就像我的心。五彩斑斓的灯光下,你飘飘的发丝傲然在空气里。低垂的眼帘温柔的散落,望着你心爱的吉他,像是抱着你久违的情人,轻轻的撥动她得心弦。音乐渐渐响起,我喜欢看着这个时候的你,有着男人优雅深沉的魅力和男孩执著而天真的专注,随着音乐的高低起伏,你的嘴角盛开不同的表情。我的角度常常只能看到你的侧面, 在自然低垂的刘海下面,有着鼻唇之间最好的弧度。 有时候你会笑。我看得到你嘴边的涟漪,那是让人沉醉的沟壑,就像女人的酒窝,笑的是你,醉的是我。我也常常观察你宽阔的肩,想象被你抱着的幸福,但是排练的时候不容我多想,因为我是一个鼓手,必须掌握我们的节奏。


那些花儿

说好了,不再想念,可是眼泪还是忍不住要流下
仿佛看到我的那朵花。。。
知道你很无助,不忍心丢狠话
不知谁在你身上种下了魔咒,
让我再也看不到我的那朵花

有些故事,还没讲完,那就算了把,
那些感情在岁月中,已经难辨真假。。。


February 19, 2005

A FANTASTIC SONG and a cool band

Writing about web page http://www.garbage.com/

GARBAGE

*I Think I'm Paranoid *

You can look, but you can't touch
I don't think I like you much
Heaven knows what a girl can do
Heaven knows what you've got to prove

I think I'm paranoid
And complicated
I think I'm paranoid
Manipulate it

[Chorus:]
Bend me, break me
Anyway you need me
All I want is you
Bend me, break me
Breaking down is easy
All I want is you

I fall down just to give you a thrill
Prop me up with another pill
If I should fail, if I should fold
I nailed my faith to the sticking pole

I think I'm paranoid
Manipulate it
I think I'm paranoid
And complicated

[Chorus:]
Paranoid
I think I'm paranoid

[Chorus:]
Steal me, deal me, anyway you heal me
Maim me, tame me, you can never change me
Love me, like me, come ahead and fight me
Please me, tease me, go ahead and leave me

Bend me
Break me
Anyway you need me
As long as I want you baby it's all right

Bend me
Break me
Any way you need me
As long as I want you baby it's all right.

sooooo cool~~~


February 18, 2005

生活就像一盒巧克力?

_关于阿甘正传里的比喻。。。_

第一次听到这个比喻,有点费解。因为在我看来吃巧克力是一件乐事,而且不管是什么口味,我都会很喜欢。也许阿甘吃得和我吃的大概不一样吧。总之,并未觉得这个比喻有什么特别的地方,对于中国人来说,还是把生活比喻成油盐酱醋比较合适。

其实,每个人的生活都是不同的,对于个人来说,生活都应该有不同的寓意。有的人活了一辈子,平平淡淡,并没有做什么惊天动地的大事,然而,他们仍然有自己的爱,自己的痛,自己的人生价值。在他们的生活里也有美好的和丑陋的记忆,并不需要载入史册,但刻骨铭心就足矣。就像一只只平凡的蚂蚁,饿了就去觅食,冷了就回到洞里,下雨了就搬家,不厌其烦的活着。没有人去记录他们的生活,他们也不需要有人纪录。有一天,走到了生命的尽头,就停止了呼吸,重新化为地球上的各类元素,或化为空气,或溶入泥土,或流进大海。。。不再留下什么。

但是,有些人就不会满足于平平庸庸,他们觉得自己来到世上就是要精彩一番的,他们费尽心机的让自己与别人不同,他们要名垂青史,流芳百世。然而,这一切都是要付出代价的,得到必失去。如果成功真得可以这样简单的释义,那就是所谓鲜花和掌声的背后必然有痛苦和泪水吧。也许等你得到了你所追求的一切,再回头看看自己所失去的,并没有想象中的那种喜悦和欢乐。反而觉得这是理所应当,就像买东西,付了钱当然要得到,拿回家之后,又开始怀疑是不是物有所值。

这就是生活。可惜我们每个人都只能活一次。所以我们必须了解自己,选一个自己的生活方式。只要自己觉得问心无愧,平凡和伟大又有什么意义。可怕的就是总是被俗人的观念所影响,想了又不敢做,或者是做了又不敢当,总是在俗人的观念里左遥右摆,浪费时间,嘁嘁哎哎的渡过一生。我最欣赏的阐述生命的一句话就是,每个人到死的时候,加加减减都一样。这虽是一句很平凡的话,却一语道破生命的真谛。其实上帝自有他的天平,每当你想埋怨世事不公的时候,都要记住那是你的错觉。那些看似比你幸运的人,只是在上帝那里多方了一些筹码,而这些筹码又都是用他们的付出换来的。就像阿甘,虽然常常是别人耻笑的对象,但也总有他自己的人生价值。也许很多人都觉得他很幸运,我却觉得这是他应该得到的。上帝给每个人都安排了角色,没有绝对的不幸和绝对的幸运。如果真得要把它比喻成巧克力,也许可以说,每一盒里都有苦有甜吧。但先吃苦的还是先吃甜的就全在你自己了。

后记:在英语里,happiness 和pleasure 是不同的,就像汉语里的幸福和快乐。其实大部分人得到得应该都是快乐把,因为,幸福是一种快乐状态,也就是时时刻刻都快乐。也许我这么说,很多人都不会同意,因为我们太习惯与用幸福来装饰自己了。我常常在想,这个世界上也许只有三种人可以得到幸福:潜心修行的和尚,天真无邪的儿童,还有能像儿童一样活着的人。

常常在思考,为什么我长得越大,打针就越觉得痛,也许就是这个道理吧。

世人常常徘徊于得失之间,直到到了生命的尽头,才赫然发现,其实每个人生命中的那杆秤一直都是平的。


February 02, 2005

烟花升起不冉冉

Writing about web page http://www.yini.com/welcome/java/yanhua.htm

看到烟花想起他,还没和他一起看过一场真正的烟花。
烟花绽放,看到他的微笑在天幕中绚烂,我忍住泪水

宁愿看着烟花在天幕中渐渐消散,劝他走的时候,不留一丝牵念
我送走,最后一缕尘烟
坐在天幕下等待,绽放还会再重来

烟花散尽有落寞。
我独爱烟花

_谁说烟花升起不冉冉_。。。。


February 01, 2005

烟花一样的男子

Writing about web page http://www.yini.com/welcome/java/yanhua.htm

写于2004——

不知道为什么,想起你,我总想起这几个字,烟花一样的男子。不是因为你的美好短暂。而是因为他们太精彩而长久。我知道,你不喜欢这种酸酸的赞美,他们不配你经久考验的品质。 如果每个男人都是一把剑,我想你就是几千年前武林高手形影不离的最爱,几千年后出土仍然利可破钢得那把,你的好不用招摇,像幽幽的檀香木,舒适而长远,不知不觉中沁人心脾,悄然无声的美好,毋庸置疑的永恒。

_烟花散了,谁还在等呢_


January 30, 2005

喜欢 挂在盒子上

Writing about web page http://www.sister.co.jp/hang_on_the_box/index_e.html

With the influence of Penguina, i fell in love with ' Hang on the box' , a Chinese pop, punk, rock band , a all-girl band. It is also my dream to have a band of my own, but it always seems too far for me, as i m here doing some research on youth culture, liguistic, writing advertisment about shoe storage, business letter…..hohohoho, kinda of interesting~

I believe m a good drummer. Playing the drum is like dancing. you dance with ur music and ur feeling. YOU r the bone of ur music, you cannot make mistake, even a tiny mistake, you cannot be too fast or too slow, you hit it at the exact time with the exact feelings. it is a kinda of art, isn't it? I like palying drum cos when playing, i feel like i am a director who is in charge of the performance , the same as i am in control of my life. you wont understand untill you love playing drum.

Hang on the box is a all-girl band. i like their crazy shout and yell. their lyrics are full of swear words, which is also full of power. maybe , some people think that swear words are dirty and rude. however, probably, they are the only words which can express our true feelings. languages, words are like human beings, everyone is equal. we should not have prejudice against swear words. when u r in bad mood, they are the only friends who can help u. Its not only man's right to say swear words. some men dont like hearing swear words from a girl's mouth, but sometimes we like them, and need them. We dont have to pretend to be a lady if we ARE!

THOUGH they are singing swear words, we dont feel like they are rude, or ugly. maybe a bit silly, but lovely as well.extra—— lovely!!!!
they are REAL grils~~.

I like their Chinese accent. Singing English with Chinese accent, so CUTE~~, making me miss home…..

hope one day, chinenglish can be a standard variety of english. yeah, might be, con we have 'a large population', woooo~

PS: Penguina, i really like ur taste, ur attitudes to life, i should say u r my type~ hohohoho. i like uuuuu~~
企鹅!你这个朋友我交定了!


January 29, 2005

fall in love with 'Hang ON the BOX' IN five minutes

Writing about web page http://www.sister.co.jp/hang_on_the_box/index_e.html

FOR SOMEONE WHO WANT TO BE A PiNK BITCH!

simple, crazy,wild, uncontroled, disorder, noisy, …. thatS what a bitch want
singing:
r u ready r u ready ~~
ass hole ass hole, m not ur babe, Ass Hole——
ok , from the first one YELLOW BANANA
Yeah, U … A yellow banana ,u r the red one ,u say potato, i say tomato….
NO SEX NO SEX AAAAA U LOVE ME

I WILL NEVER SAY U EVERYTHING KILLS ME !

IF I LIKE YOU, Oh~I WANT TO FUCK U~~~
Fuck u xxxx
I FUCK U BUT I DON'T NEED U, Oh ye,,,,

you lost everything, but its not my fault~, i dont know , tomorrow, i dont know, who knows, i dont know, i want here…..sth sth..

/.,/;'k.,k; if u see me do what u want u want, if u see me do what u want , YOU ARE FUCKING DIRTY BITCH~ U R FUCKING DIRTY BITCH

HEROIN AND COCAINE ~~
Oh ,oh oh ——
i feel good , i feel good~ LALALA
dont say u miss me, i dont want to lie
ass hole ass hole m not ur babe~~~~

r u ready r u ready …......... m a REAL girl

shut up

ok finished. this is MY ' hang on the box',
its not my fault to say such fucking words , wooooo
itS the lyrics , but i like them.
a bit insane, enjoy it. when everything is IN MESS, what do we need?

so cool to have a band, i AM a good DRUMMER as well!!!

ENJOY LIFE, BITCHES~ JUST LAUGH WHEN IN PAIN
THANK U VERY VERY VERY MUCH ——-Zou Peng!!!!!!
i like this, i like punk , i like uuuuuu !

LETS SAY IIIIIIIIIITTTTTTT


January 26, 2005

最后

或许我已失去谈论幸福的权利
就连最后的最后都不是我的决定
我总是在绚烂的夜晚显的消极
怀念着那段遗憾,心里却是感激
如果是因为那最后一次的争执
而让今天的我们能够变得诚实
是不是我应该感谢你当时的冷静
只是
我颤抖的手一直到如今
最后
。。。。
走不到最后。

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