SidewaysExams starts in exactly a week from today… I really want to finish my exams cause I am really bored from revising… and the more I revised I find that there are many things I don't seem to know.. I just keep telling myself we don't need to know everything.. but then again..
Anyway, worked at the cinema today for Sideways.
The duty manager told me that most guys who watched it liked it while most girls rated it as so so. Ya I am just like most girls. I didn't like it cause the guy fooled around a week before his wedding. He has doubts. Hey if not sure please don't get married. But then again, even if you are sure, things might not work out after you get married. Aaaaah…life is unpredictable.
Nevertheless , it was funny and the conversations are witty. I guess it is very true about life. How messed up our lives can get.
Then the question that pop in my mind when I was on the bus back. What is Love actually? How many people actually marry for Love? I always love to ask my friends, how do you know if you are in Love with a person? How do you know the person is the one you Love? Are you sure you are not just looking for companionship because you are lonely?
Some people told me they got into a relationship cause the other person seem to love them,no harm trying even if you don't love a person and after some time together you will end up loving the person. Then there are some others who get into relationships cause they feel peer pressure, the mentality of 'Everyone's got someone, I should too.' My dad always reminded me not to have that kinda thinking.
Loads of people told me that the one we spend our lifetimes with is just the person who appears at the right place at the right time and they say there is no one right person. It is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.
Somehow I still believe there is The One person that is meant to be. I love telling my friends this Theory of mine. And they will ask 'How you know it is The One?' I used to say dunno. But now I think when The One comes I will know somehow. It is the feeling factor.
Then they will ask ' What if the feeling is wrong? '
Then they will add "You might be letting go of something that could have been fantastic or you might be getting yourself into a disaster?' So far for me, it has always been the former case. But I guess there is no regrets, things just happen for a reason which we might not comprehend sometimes.
People like to say ' What if you have tried? Why don't just give it a go?'
Well, if it is meant to be it will be.