October 18, 2005


I have doubts about a friendship. It has been at the back of my mind all these years. Sometimes I just wonder if it is worth even to continue being subject to such hurt. So many seasons have passed yet it is still there. A hurt that has ceased to hurt because the cut so deep.
I always thought I could forgive
but forgetting it seems almost impossible.
I am sick of all the hypocrisy. I am sick of all the pretence.
All this time of being tolerant and all forgiving.
How long more can I carry this on?
Perhaps only when I reach the end of the road.
My heart could feel the end so near.
Is this how it should all end ?
Looking at the positive side, perhaps all of this is meant for the best.

God must have intended this for His own reasons.
I shall seek not my own understanding
but let His will be done unto mine.

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  1. Stella

    God has his plans for each of us Pj. I hate these kinds of relationships too, the one-sided so-called friendship. In the end, both of them get hurt.

    "Prends le temps pour etre amical,
    C'est la porte du bonheur."

    Wanted to share this with you, it's one of my favourite sayings:)
    Stella aka the Lost One of Claycroft2:P

    19 Oct 2005, 09:10

  2. Bonjour Stella!
    I think I understand your wise sayings.
    Oh well …
    Quel dommage!
    Mais c'est temp pour alle la vie ! :-)
    La vie est belle…

    19 Oct 2005, 10:22

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