All entries for Monday 07 November 2005
November 07, 2005
There is a time for everything.
And tonight I went to the badminton club social. It has been ages since I went for a social. We had Chinese buffet and I feel so stuffed now but it was really good fun as always. Someone kindly suprised Shu Bei with a birthday cake with little fireworks. How I wish I had remembered to charge my camera. Feel like a stuff turkey now.
A friend asked me to join him to play mix doubles badminton tournament. I am so suprised. No one has ever done that. But no I don't think I am good enough. So I said next time till I am good enough. When he said Please, I just felt so tempted to say ok but nah, I still don't think I will ever be good enough. Sometimes I secretly wish I am better but I guess God has blest me in different ways and I am content with what I have. To that friend who asked me to play with him, all I can say is thank you and I am touched by your kindness, you did it even though you knew that I would cause you to lose. You did something that not all friends would do.
Age is truly catching up. Someone at the social asked me what year I am in. And when I said 3rd year. He said ' Oh no wonder, you look experience…' Ouch.. I hope he did not mean the way I think he meant – that I look old. I am not that vain person but I am still a normal human who don't want to look old. Maybe is because I have been working hard on my coming presentations that I have not slept much for the past few days.
It feels like dejavu talking to Stella sometimes. Maybe she is the sister I never had. We always have the same thoughts and we have been through simmilar experiences. Perhaps we were really sisters in our past life.
Thinking about what my dear sister Stella shared with me last Friday –
How simple it is to let God love us. Why do we make it all so complicated? All we have to do is let Him love us. It is that simple.
Just let Him love us and…
feel His love and…
Let His Love be our energy!