February Fades

I'm at that point in the year where I don't have anything else to be handed in this term. That's dangerous because it lures me into a false sense of security. I have a lot of things that have to be handed in staright away after easter, and I'm kidding myself if I think I'll do them during the holidays.
I know all this yet I still procrastinate my arse off all day, doing things that I'm convinced are really important, when in fact throwing all the train tickets out of my wallet and alphabetising my CDs are hardly productive uses of my time.
I also have to start thinking about what I'm going to do when I gradute because I know for a fact I'll be too busy next term with exams to want to think about anything as life changing as that. It's possibly one of the scariest things I've ever had to contemplate, I've always sort of known where I was going next, from school, to sixth form, to uni… Now I have no idea what I'm going to do. So I'm pushing it to the back of my brain and avoiding thinking about it.

: 12 Feb 2005 18:50 |  Comments (1) |  Close comments |  Report a problem

My January Friend

I can't believe I haven't got one of these before.
How could I possibly resist the oppurtunity to ramble on about myself to an entire world of people who may or may not even vaguely know me?
Anyway…
First day of term today. I have the first day of term blues.
Having to get up for a 9am lecture for the first time since first year wasn't the joyous start to my new year that I'd hoped. Nor was seeing naked old people videos in my first lecture the way to skip and dance gleefuly into 2005.
I'm feeling distinctly under motivated which is also not a great start, seeing as how I have loads to do.
One of my housemates got a punchbag for Christmas. They're louder than you'd think…
This thing is a great distraction from doing work.

: 05 Jan 2005 20:25 |  Comments (0) |  Close comments |  Report a problem