All entries for Saturday 12 February 2005
February 12, 2005
February FadesI'm at that point in the year where I don't have anything else to be handed in this term. That's dangerous because it lures me into a false sense of security. I have a lot of things that have to be handed in staright away after easter, and I'm kidding myself if I think I'll do them during the holidays.
I know all this yet I still procrastinate my arse off all day, doing things that I'm convinced are really important, when in fact throwing all the train tickets out of my wallet and alphabetising my CDs are hardly productive uses of my time.
I also have to start thinking about what I'm going to do when I gradute because I know for a fact I'll be too busy next term with exams to want to think about anything as life changing as that. It's possibly one of the scariest things I've ever had to contemplate, I've always sort of known where I was going next, from school, to sixth form, to uni… Now I have no idea what I'm going to do. So I'm pushing it to the back of my brain and avoiding thinking about it.