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May 22, 2008

reflections

' Life' seems to be a very short word, but in in fact , it encapsulates so many events and happenings. When you say - LIFE, means such a big span of time, but when you live it, time flies ,a making life too short. We tend to forget our past very easily, as if it were just a one-day event, or a momentary thought. At the age of 20, we tend to forget, what small incidents led to our being today, and how those small things have made us different- different from others. Some dont even bother to go back and live those moments, and 'Respect' them. some believe, they would do that someday, but life is too short- 'short when you live it ,a nd not when you say it).  A man cannot always live in the past, but when those things come back in our subconscious mind, we yearn to go back and live them again once. 

I have come a long way. Long way - not by distance but where I used to be, and how things around me have changed. When I look back at things, when I was in my thirteens, I remember  the apartment we used to live in. Living as a joint family, in a small house, was so exciting. Not a single time, was there silence, and air was filled with chatter and televsion noise.. My two elder sisters, they were opposites, and we had assumed that our life was around each other. Now, I live in a bungalow, a huge house, - although it should sound more fun but it isnt - my sisters are married, and i dint realize their absence, until one night after my elder sisters marriage,  when I was not getting sleep and switched on the light to find didi and chat with her, about anything - esp mom's tantrums. They are into their respective lives, and so am I, but this dint seem to me, about 5 years ago.

When i return home, I cannot go into the parking lots, of the apartment, and play cricket, lock and key with my sisters and cousins. I cannot run with food stuffed into my mouth, and i cannot wait to go downstairs and play cricket with my apartment friends. Suddenly, these things make me feel that childhood is oozing of energy and is so vibrant, where as now, life is no more the same.  i feel so tied down,and wish if i could reverse time.


May 31, 2007

The evolution of 'I'

Reflection

I attribute all the credit of what i am today to my school life.This school life taught me what in the world is 'happiness,gave me power to struggle,confidence to move ahead in life and most importantly-self respect,dignity which many people fail to achieve throught their lives.Its not been 2 months even that i have started missing school.those giggles,mishiefs against our surrogate parents-teachers,silly punishments,those adventurous school trips,the tag of office bearers, matrix-05, sports team unity-all these i miss and in my quiet moments i crave for more and more.My heart is still unsatiated....."God please let me live that innocent life once again in my life"..... In school life ,I often boast of Matrix-05....the final verdict.Initially it seemed to be an impossible venture having no definite finishing point but with strong determination, perfection as my objective, and vehement support of the people around me..I led the ship,with the designation of the 'Captain' of the ship. Matrix was a boon in my life since i discarded and got rid of all negative elements surrounding me and landed up in a pure environment. It all happened on the judgement day-'9th october 2005'-the most important day of my life, approached when I proved my worth. My confidence stood on the pillars of my board members efforts. My board members namely-paggy, ishan, abhinav, prernaa, yatish, siddharth, arihant made their mark and Matrix reached its pinnacle.The golden wand-Rahul bhaiya-as i call him- cured all my tensions in my times of depression. Ishan was always there with me in all times supporting me when I fell disheartened .Paggy-whom I can give all credit for the success of matrix,made our dream come true.abhinav and prernaa were always there to make things happen. Abhijeet Sawant's crowd pulling performance,14 odd schools participating, overcrowded auditorium cheering,my seniors appreciating my work,my borad members rejoicing with joy,my juniors applauding-----seeing all theese,my heart tasted a sip of eternal bliss,my life proliferated,my soul was quenched, I lived life on that day;and last but not the lea st, my sole motive to do the fest was fulfilled to its full capacity. On that day,at dawn , I got up and prayed to God not for the success of matrix but for the unification of my board members which would ultimately fulfil the sole purpose. When I stood up at the podium, seeing the masses from there,I recapitulated the time of my X presidents who used to stand on this side and voice their opinions and I sitting in the masses had aspired to come there one day,and the very day had come and it was the DAY to showcase all our hard work and pain . I sincerely thank the three mystic angles-as I would call-paggy,manya,prernaa. Had they not toiled, Matrix would not have reached its best.Thanks frenz.. Thankz God for givin me such wonderful experience in life and for supporting and assisting me through your messengers- my friends !

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