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September 12, 2005

I don't wanna be

I got some new slippers today which means I can shuffle like an old man. I also have 5 days facial growth, which added to my scruffy hair and slippers now make me look an old homeless man. Admittedly Ive almost lost my belly, so Im a thin homeless old man. Awesome.

To finish this post off, some words of advice from Gavin DeGraw from his album Chariot, the song I don't wanna be:

I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been tryin to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I've peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
am i the only one to notice
I can't be the only one who's learned

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do think of me and I've peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

Can I have everyone's attention please
if you're not like this and that
You're gonna have to leave

I came from the mountains
the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay and stone
and now I'm telling everybody

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I've peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I DONT WANT TO BE…
I DONT WANT TO BE…
I DONT WANT TO BE…. ANYTHING OTHER THAN..

: 12 Sep 2005 20:41 | Tags: Life Music | Comments (3) | Close comments | Report a problem

Back from the middle of nowhere

Thanks go out to Will and Mummy Chilvers for a good weekend out in the middle of nowhere, also what some people call suffolk.

We took the piss out of will's awful new shoes, met his friends, faffed around on saturday, watched the cricket + alan partridge + family guy. Drank some beer. drank some more. Had some kebabs/Burger and then drank some more. Went to party and then drank some more til 6 in the morning. Then a 3–4 hour walk across the country side to get back to Sebs to sleep. I fell in at least two ditches full of stinging nettles due to it being pitch black AND the fact that I'm a "town boy" as they liked to call me.

Got on some bikes and cycled to the local cafe for a cooked breakfast. Cycled back, went bowling and then after watching some awesome bushskills by good ol' ray slept off the previous nights fun.

Good weekend, now watching the cricket and preparing myself for a nice dinner and some uni work. Yes this evening I will be first eating and then doing some work. Shocking, but that's my life.

Hope you're all ok, apologies for the last drunken entry, hopefully this was a more lucid blog.

: 12 Sep 2005 14:11 | Tags: Ditches And Fields Life Stuff Suffolk | Comments (2) | Close comments | Report a problem