February 15, 2008

The shit has hit the fan

Follow-up to Love from Nadine's attempt to read 1001 books before she dies

As I predicted just yesterday I did something stupid and sent him a poem confessing my feelings. In hindsight I don't regret doing it because, though I did get rejected, an immense burden has been lifted off of me and I know that I'll be able to move on now. However I'm quite surprised about how much his rejection really hurts. I have prepared myself for that and yet it hit me full force. His kind and sweet words made me realise just why I've fallen in love with him in the first place and they made me cry even harder. I have the feeling that it will take quite some time to overcome this. It's so funny isn't it? That you only realise how much you really loved someone when you have lost them or know for sure it's never going to happen. God, the thought that he'll never feel the same way for me hurts so much!

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