January 12, 2005

Mikey need me time


Needed that. Feeling stressed. Not helped be the fact that the first computer I tried to use to do this was completely fucked.
Had one of those moments when everything had come to a head and I was ready to vent. Just sitting there in russian thinking "just give me an excuse, bitch!" But she didn't so the whole rant boiling inside me just built up pressure. Here it comes:

Shut the fuck up. I'm not doing this because it isn't helping me in the least. I'm gonna go home and do the whole bloody thing on my own at my pace. My vocab is shocking because I still haven't caught up from last term when I had far too much to do, but despite that you expect me to talk in forein faster than I physically can in english. Shove that. I know these people ain't having the same problems, and I don't need you to slow down just because I can't learn from the completely unstructured mess you try to pass off as lessons. I just need to find enough time in between the bouts of the crippling depression which has returned to ruin my so called life to rewrite each and every lesson in an understandable way. See you next week. I'm off.

On a similar note, why isn't there anywhere on campus where you can just go to be totally alone? When I rule this shithole, I'm gonna get a whole building and just fill it with little rooms where people who live off campus can go for a bloody good cry or maybe a nap. Or both.

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  1. The lake?

    12 Jan 2005, 19:20

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