All entries for Saturday 06 February 2010

Skills development

Follow-up to MY ACTION PLAN! from Just me...mEi LiNG's blog * :)

Overall, some of my skills are developing very slowly, especially my time management and assertiveness..I still could not manage my time well and I neglected a lot of important stuffs. Likewise, my assertiveness was developing very slowly as I still sticked to my old personality.

Nevertheless, my self-motivation develops. I try to think positively and keen to try something new each time. Although I was alone sometimes, I pushed myself to keep going on and tried my best at least. Ocassionally, I do feel dislike about a particular matter, however, I tried to look at a different angle to improve my emotional intelligence. I tried to be not oversensitive, which could bring forward my hatred feeling towards the problem.

In short, there is a lot more that I have to improve on. I really hope that I could be a better and professional person in future...

: 06 Feb 2010 19:40 |  Tags: P1 Portfolio |  Comments (3) |  Close comments |  Report a problem

Emotional progressing…

Follow-up to Affected… from Just me...mEi LiNG's blog * :)

With regards to self-motivation, there is improvement in it. Nowadays, I oftenly tell myself that 'I could do it' whenenever I come across something new or different.. For example, I joined some cultural performances for an event called Malaysia Night 2010. I participated in Bollywood dance and 'dikir' performances. Even though the movements were not easy to follow, I feel grateful that I could get on with it and practice hard for it...

As for social competence, I hope I can improve more on this aspect. I'm more towards individualistic nowadays, as I want to become independent. I don't want to rely on people that much, as independence is one of my principles now. It makes me to become braver and being courageous in doing something. That's why I'm afraid of pushing away my friends for that. Nevertheless, I did spend some time for my friends, for example, during break time or after class..Besides, I know non-stop communication process is very vital in maintaining a relationship....

Forgive and forget. I did practice that practice in my life nowadays because I know that it has been no use to be mad at someone for so long...It's hurting indeed, but I do need some time to forget a certain incident sometimes as long as I do not care too much on it....It's important to know that I am a normal human being, as a human does have feelings too....

: 06 Feb 2010 17:14 |  Tags: P6 Portfolio |  Comments (1) |  Close comments |  Report a problem

Changed?

Follow-up to Action PLAN…be more ASSERTIVE! from Just me...mEi LiNG's blog * :)

Things did not change much here...I am still not being assertive enough, but I do try to make it...

I am still very quiet in class, afraid to speak up...I am not outspoken enough in CLASS...However, it's not that I did not want to speak up sometimes, it's because I was always out of ideas, as I was not a brilliant person....so, I did not know what to tell other people..

I did not change much in my ways of speaking...The intonation is more a less the same as before...but it's improving a bit, I guess...just time matters.....

---mei ling (0936627)---

: 06 Feb 2010 16:04 |  Tags: P2 Portfolio |  Comments (1) |  Close comments |  Report a problem

Unorganised…

Follow-up to P7 Self–Organisation and Time Management from Just me...mEi LiNG's blog * :)

One week passed...and yet I could not organise and plan my schedule well...Term 2 was fulfilled with quite a lot of events and tasks...Too many works to be done! Morning- classes, afternoon- workshop, night- dance/ 'dikir' practices...arrgghhh!!! I really felt tired and hectic these few days after I went back to my room. Even if that particular day supposed to be 'holiday' for me, another thing pops out!

Besides, I felt very sleepy during some of the lecture hours...oh my goodness...I never experienced that during the last term...I could not finish my portfolios, do some reading before the seminars, and my seminar tasks always being left behind...hyhhhh.....Hope things will turn out well soon...

: 06 Feb 2010 14:42 |  Tags: P7 Portfolio |  Comments (1) |  Close comments |  Report a problem