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January 22, 2009

It doesn't matter anymore.

Some Terza Rimas that I omitted a while back because of messy emotions but - well, it just doesn't matter anymore.

Terza Rima Sonnets

That I might think, of where you rest

But turn my mind in echoed mirth

My will bent low, my sins confessed

A dizzy search for my self worth.

Her laughter; clear, sings through the air

Fogging my head as I kiss the earth,

I wonder still if she sees me there

Or whether her eyes tinge in regret,

Feeling my hopes lost in despair.

Knowing it better to forget

To leave me be, in bitter shroud

Vowing that I’ll win her yet.

And then I look into her eyes,

Her hair shot through with purple dyes

And forgiveness wells up in me,

I know she doesn’t mean to wrest

My heart and head in unity,

No, not her fault, to be so blessed,

But still, there’s screaming in my head,

That voice denying I’m obsessed,

Left to waste away and dread

That anguished sorrow in my heart.

The poison in my brain that spread

Through crevice, crack and every part,

Left alone to fester there

With no intention to depart.

Snap back, the feelings that arise,

As I look into your eyes,

That gaze which made me die inside,

Is now my secret source of pride

January 09, 2009

Filth and Lies

You see, you have to actually have done work to do an update. So no new stuff. Ever.

I have been writing some other poetry but it's all too raw and emotional for the bigbadworld so I'll leave it in my head or on the page, but certainly not here.

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