It's so good to simply be a daughter at home. Actually I want to say "shuang" instead of "good" but I find no equivilent English. I think maybe I'll still want to stay in my hometown in the future. It seems to me to be the only place where everything really makes sense. Though I may lost all the benefits and freedom of being a foriegner, I can be in a place where I'm familiar with the "rules" and deal with many sorts of matters smoothly.
I remember my mom once said she was afriad that I might look down upon her once I was higher educated and saw more about the world. However, the truth seems to be the opposite. I still believe what she has told me firmly though I've studied abroad and learnt how to get along with people from different nations. I found my mom is becoming more attractive than the one in my memory. She has also "grown up" a lot during the years; I really wish I can be like her when I'm in her current age.