Done the exam for astronomy and particle physics. Particles looked alright but astronomy ended in disaster, I would say. Someone is probably going to it's alright and I know it is not alright. I thought I prepared well and then something wasn't on the notes (really?) comes up. Even worst, totally lost. Having a little bit of problem to interpete the question plus serious memory loss. I was lucky enough to have something I did some work on came up but I wrote the wrong thing down. Just for the exam duration, once finished, everything back to normal. Must say I was lost. Not the first time. Total failure of revision strategy, 4 more hours of examinations. Didn't do much revision during Easter (close to none). Seems to know what to do next year. But am I go enough to do next year course without much consquence from the terrible result this year. I have no idea. I am lost, as people always I look like I am lost. Yes, they are quite right but sightly too philosophical. I seems to be quite sure about the 4 hours of exam ahead would be fun (i.e. staring at the ceiling or counting number of alphabets on the paper, or even worst, number of lamps). But anyway I'll still have to pull my socks up and get myself out of resit, I really don't have the money to chang the air ticket. And non-pass degree if possible of course. No idea how am I going to manage that. Scary. Cracking time, bye. (What am I going to do?!)