All entries for Tuesday 18 December 2007
December 18, 2007
It is that jolly time of the year once again, Christmas! oh...boy. In my opinion Christmas seems to bring both joy and sadness for me. The joy is obviously the general atmosphere of celebration and happiness, along with the presents you get and the time you spend with loved ones. Whilst on the otherhand you feel lonely, that is if you are single. which brings me onto relationships.
Recently I have had quite a bit of time to contemplate on my university life in general, and ofcourse relationship matters were thought through. It seems to me that most people around me are having troubles with relationships, off the top of my head I can think of at least 7 of my friends who are having trouble. It is quite unbelievable to think that something that could be so very simple can trouble you so much.
I have been liking this person for a long time now. I have had very short conversations with her and I doubt that she even knows my name. The matter of the fact is I would really like to get to know her bette, but I have this doubt behind me that makes me feel that she would never think in the same way that I would. Some people might say that she is too good for me and I honestly wouldn't argue with that fact. Is it just one of these short term things? Am I good enough for her? Has she taken any notice of me? Am I just asking myself stupid questions?
Well I must say that I cannot wait to get back to the second term. At which point I hopen to try my utmost best to get to know this person. Looks like I won't get my Christmas wish in the form of a girlfriend but maybe the new year would bring me much more happiness!
Bring it on! year 2008!