All entries for Wednesday 09 June 2004
June 09, 2004
vorrei che nn mi vedessi mentre stacco le foto,le mappe dei viaggi che mi coloravano la stanza e gli umori .
io per ora lo faccio.ma piu per disperazione che per decisione fatta.
if i was so silent.
if i haven t written for so long,
was because a blog , the written lines disentangle something.
i feel so confused.a decision, a choice would have been so difficult, so easy.
but i was stuck.no decisions,the choice was unique but not said.not clear.
what i showed was my panic.what i hide was a secret.sometimes i wispered it. (wish u could hear it , believe me)
time is going on …. so furiously .sometimes i think i dont wanna leave.were not to hug my family.
i have this feeling: here I met some beauty , i recognize myself here. had the time of my life here.wish someone could care for me ,love me ,even if i ll be far away,
even if i was wrong.(truly love ya)