All entries for Thursday 28 October 2004
October 28, 2004
Once
ONCE
Let’s avoid how last night turned out
Or the significance of today’s date
It’s the wine left over from the other night
After a while the taste turns sour
Nothing in my mood allows for light
Not even by staring up at the sky until two hours ago
Everything went up in smoke except the most important thing
I possess no more self control
Will we still meet up sometime tonight
Allowing for the sleep to overtake us
Or a song might play reminding you of me
And then clearly explain why I don’t deserve eternity
Like as we were as one, if only more real than in my mind
Ready to never foresee late September
Fighting against the world asking why we lost grasp to
The plenty of time that there was
Your essence that belongs to me
We are already so far away and I clutch with my hand my past
A destiny and eternity I want to relive to rediscover
With passionate innocence changing
Tears of the daylight I walk around with a seal upon my heart
So that others may avoid me even though I need substitute
I try but when I succeed no one seems good enough to keep
I am worth immensely more that what you see.
Infinite times I have searched and I found only what
I had predicted but never thought I would be that good
Betrayed when you breakdown the promises
Memory is what I like to live in and carry on as shadow of what was
And may be.