All entries for Sunday 17 October 2004
October 17, 2004
There are some things in life around you that you just don't accept.
Im talking about the real things, the things that really matter, that you know you do not want anything to do with; some people would link this to expectations, ethics, decency, foundations of life or general experience.
If what you are facing does not meet certain standards of you life, your rules or your hopes then you, hopefully, decide that you dont want anything to do with it.
Why do we settle for less?
This can be staying in a friendship that is only bringing you anguish, staying with someone who only brings you unhappiness, lover, family member, house mate.
Why do we decide to stick with one mix of ingredients in our daily routine, when we really know we are missing the x-factor?
Are we simply afraid of the unknown, of what is over the other side, around the corner, our neighbours garden?
Im starting to think that really is it. We are simply afraid of what we dont know, or just dont what we could have. As in more.
Just know this, if you are unhappy in the situation you find yourself in, you dont have to stay there. You can change, move on, move out, clear off, bugger off, run away from what you are currently dealing with.
Yeah, tell that to someone who still doesnt believe you,has no confidence, or simply afraid..
"They" should make a instructions booklet for difficult situations.
Im still waiting until Prentice Hall decide to get a move on…
Or or… i know, how about deciding what and when to eat. What to wear when you go out. How to know if its going to rain outside or not. Whether or not to buy extra toilet paper for the house when you go by a shop, knowing just how stupid you will look when you walk back home…
If its not what you are made of, dont let me use you for cleaning…