躺在你的衣柜里(Practical Chinese writing)
脑子里不知怎么的冒出这么一个念头,多年以前的想法吧。为什么是衣柜,因为那里充满了他的味道。躺在里面,感觉像被拥抱。人的嗅觉很灵敏,有的时候也是感情的催化剂。 每次被感情冲昏头脑后,都迷恋对方身上的味道。多年以后,人不在了,不曾想那气味还在,一个偶然的日子里,翻开厚厚的《时尚》,揭开某张香水试纸,曾经那令你快乐的人,所有幸福的回忆,一下子都涌上来,快的,令人晕眩不能自已。。放松警惕。已经放假2天了,思绪在屋顶上空飘荡,整个宿舍空了,安静下来,发现自己的心也空了。好久没有机会品味一本书,或励志,或言情,或奇想,或游记,现在是假期,是个合适的时候了。
我的安全感缺乏度有78.3%,像一只寂寞深海里的鲸鱼,外表酷傲,令人望而却步。有人推荐去看《咖啡时光》,说我会从里面找到自己的影子。不相信,是不是真的要有一种升华的,跳出圈外,色既是空的想法,人的生命才有意义了。今天给自己的问题:除了学习,感情,有什么是能让自己很投入,很认真的去做的一件事情。
严冬,零下21,天亮的太晚,明天就是圣诞了。现在,挑一首Jazz,倒一小杯Jack Daniels,冰一快,浅酌。独饮是一种享受。觉得我是懂得快乐与享受人生的,所以脸上微笑又重现。也许到了晚上,那真正的平安夜,我再做这一样的事情。趴在沙发一样的床上,手托着我宝贵的头,翘起腿来,致电亲人,同时想些甜蜜的事情。Merry Christmas, Wen.
ps 收到小学寄来的表达感谢的贺卡,想想自己过去几个月的努力,心里很温暖。
I changed the name of my blog and updated my favourite list, mainly, added some old friends. it is a pity that most of them are not knee on updating their blogs…whatever, friends are friend, you have to live and accept the way they are, the way they treat you. you can not change them but you can let them go. I am glad that the friends I have are mostly supportive and very nice to me. ^^ wut can I say? I am the luckiest gal in the world.
24 Dec 2004, 11:55
Yeh, I will my own commenter if there is no one else and there is a need.
24 Dec 2004, 11:57
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