All entries for Friday 24 December 2004

do not trust your stomach, listen to yourself

yeh…finally, I figured out the reason for me to be an allnighter. it is the food, I had too much junk(pizza, chips, soda, pie) last night and with no chance at all to digest them. How can people sleep with heavy stomach, well, at least, I can't…
I decide to take some special pills which would help me relax the bowels…I will see if it works or not…to my worst imagination…I will have to walking along the street, up and down, in a degree of minus 21, for an hour and so. damn gal, why I always come up with ideas that torture myself a lot. It is so mean.
Alas_~I will never to this to myself again and may the pills work immediately!

: 24 Dec 2004 11:51 |  Comments (0) |  Close comments |  Report a problem

躺在你的衣柜里（Practical Chinese writing）

脑子里不知怎么的冒出这么一个念头，多年以前的想法吧。为什么是衣柜，因为那里充满了他的味道。躺在里面，感觉像被拥抱。人的嗅觉很灵敏，有的时候也是感情的催化剂。 每次被感情冲昏头脑后，都迷恋对方身上的味道。多年以后，人不在了，不曾想那气味还在，一个偶然的日子里，翻开厚厚的《时尚》，揭开某张香水试纸，曾经那令你快乐的人，所有幸福的回忆，一下子都涌上来，快的，令人晕眩不能自已。。放松警惕。
已经放假2天了，思绪在屋顶上空飘荡，整个宿舍空了，安静下来，发现自己的心也空了。好久没有机会品味一本书，或励志，或言情，或奇想，或游记，现在是假期，是个合适的时候了。
我的安全感缺乏度有78.3%，像一只寂寞深海里的鲸鱼，外表酷傲，令人望而却步。有人推荐去看《咖啡时光》，说我会从里面找到自己的影子。不相信，是不是真的要有一种升华的，跳出圈外，色既是空的想法，人的生命才有意义了。今天给自己的问题：除了学习，感情，有什么是能让自己很投入，很认真的去做的一件事情。
严冬，零下21，天亮的太晚，明天就是圣诞了。现在，挑一首Jazz，倒一小杯Jack Daniels，冰一快，浅酌。独饮是一种享受。觉得我是懂得快乐与享受人生的，所以脸上微笑又重现。也许到了晚上，那真正的平安夜，我再做这一样的事情。趴在沙发一样的床上，手托着我宝贵的头，翘起腿来，致电亲人，同时想些甜蜜的事情。Merry Christmas, Wen.
ps 收到小学寄来的表达感谢的贺卡，想想自己过去几个月的努力，心里很温暖。

: 24 Dec 2004 11:14 |  Tags: Gossip |  Comments (2) |  Close comments |  Report a problem

See off

Follow-up to Dec 23, the date before christmas Eve from A tndk119 Wen(^_^)//

Now it is the day before Christmas, I am not yet feel any thing yet. Was downstair watching movies. em…I have seen The Stepford Wives and I-ROBOT. What can I say? I had good time. Now I am sitting in my room upstair. talking to my younger sister. Think I will try to finish my first online courses. well, I aint do nothing until Xmas's over.

Oh, got my first Xmas present. Think about what yili said, I feel bad that I didnt keep my promise and I didnt do well in my finals either.

I'm ruining my diet by stuffing myself with a huge bag of chips, soda is artificial colored, big slice of pumpkin pie and a piece of KC Barbecue pizZa… frankly speaking, it is shocking that how much I can eat. I dunt know, am I still under stress and feel pressure? a big big sigh _{it is almost christmas and I am not a single touch of happyness. not even close. damn} my hair stink.

: 24 Dec 2004 08:50 |  Tags: Gossip |  Comments (0) |  Close comments |  Report a problem

Dec 23, the date before christmas Eve

I feel pretty bad about my grades – an overall of B or maybe worse. Went sleep about 7 in the morning, woke up by a call from Jun, then spent my afternoon in a Korean Restaurant in University Square. and then we went to CAE coz he wanted to check his emails and use internet stuffs. I spend my whole late afternoon calling pp and chatting. Didnt do much. Sukitz's leaving tomorrow, so I thought that's be nice if we (& leo) can have a night out before his departure. That happens to be tonight. I am going to downstair now, I dunt think Jun's gonna call me tonite and there is no needs to be worried. He has a car now, so if he wants come around, see me, he can do it anytime.

I've also received a few christmas card today. sadly, not a single present. But I dunt really care. ….....30mins later, Jun called and he's going to see the movie, forget the name, with all his friend. I just gonna order some food and sit back relax at downstairs. have another lazy, warm nite.

: 24 Dec 2004 02:24 |  Tags: Gossip |  Comments (0) |  Close comments |  Report a problem