All entries for Wednesday 22 December 2004
December 22, 2004
i think spending my year aboard here really teach me to think for the others. well, maybe it is not the result of the location. it is just that I am getting mature.
I think when we were young, our heads are too small to contain complicated information, as we grow up, we begin to think more and react differently. I was very selfish and inconsiderable. now, I start to realize that I can do what I want but I have to also consider what would be the concequences.
for instance, i make appointment with somebody and they are late. I am not blame them at all and I will think excuses for them. In such cases, people may or may not realize their mistake, but for those who does, I didnt make them feel worse, that's good enough. I guess I am generally a nice person, who does not want to hurt people's feelings. but in a good way. sometimes, you have to be strict about some kinda mis-behaviour. anyway, being forgiving and knowing to think for the other people are good things.
————————— i had all these thought because I cant find my friend after exam when he suppose to wait me outside. I wasnt mad and I thought he might have something more urgent to do. turned out to be I am rite about it. coz he emailed me soon after explained that he needed to go bathroom badly. C, being understandable make both you and the other pp feel good.
yeh, i think i did badly, but may still be able to pass the course, with an overall about 60.
I have to do well in tomorrow's Accounting exam. at least 91 out of 130. I am working hard now at college lib… need to reconsider what courses to take next semester and finding an internship for this summer… I was so terrified this afternoon. couldnt find my passport again…imagine if i have misplaced it again and all kinds of troubles coming after that~my winter break is gonna be a desaster…luckily, that is not the case… but I should really be careful and pay more attention on this…
I will write some review about my first semester, since I have to have something to make up my exchange year report. Being realized that I learnt absolute nothing other than copying other pp's work, I think I do need work hard and it is not too late to catch up now, glad I am here. otherwise, I will not be a well representation of my university and my degree. work harder and you will shine.
Thanks2Jun, well, still feel pretty sad about his leaving. lost someone more than a friend and somebody like a light lit my way of progressing. k, accounting now.