All entries for Thursday 02 February 2006
February 02, 2006
I am now I am clear about everything. I am a honest, kind and straight individual. I dont like seeing people be mistreated, neither myself. I stepped and announced my opinion, and there is absolutely nothing wrong with it. I shouldn't blame myself for anything, I am a human being, and I cannot hold eveything insides me. It is right to let things out and I am happy to accept any comments or complains, and listen to the words from the other people.
I thought a leader or a strong person, should be less emotional invloved when they in business, and I was trying to become one of them. The fact is, I am emotional and integrity. I cannot seat back and watch things go wrong, see people get hurt, see job not get done in a proper way. I can never, at least not now, hold my thoughts and pretent that I dont care.
So tomorrow, I will just be myself, talk out my concerns and what happend between me and her. I actually feel better, when I have accepted the fact that I am a emotional, soft heart, sentimental person. I may become strong one day, but to myself, now, I shouldnt push myself so hard, want to be exceptional good all the time.
confident, never let it go off you, babe. Things turn pretty when you accept and like the way they are. in another word, be natural, be yourself.