All entries for Sunday 14 November 2004
November 14, 2004
And I have spent 5 hours today attending Warwick Communication skills!
It was an experience. Those thing I thought I was good at in reality or rather in practice I was awful at!
I find the concept very strange. Every since I left Bryanston especially losing touch of theatre and responsibility of having to lead a team I have been VERY selfish. Always thinking of myself only. Is that a good thing or bad thing? I am losing the aspect of me that I am most proud of as well as fond of! The whole caring for others and trying to develop them concept. Maybe God is giving me another job to fulfil or is He testing me seeing how much I will stick to it or to fight it back?
I loved my crew! I wanted the best for them. I established a friendship with them.
Just aimless wondering around Uni these days, trying to get involved in as many things as possible yet not concentrating in any of them.
Losing aim and vision…
After Tom's comment I feel like I have something aim now…
Learn to drive would be a GREAT start and geting a Landie!! :> Well I can't sail now I might just use that time to learn to drive.