So this is how people see me then… as Chris has just informed me, i am either “violently horny or violently knackered”. Lol, i’m amused.
January 31, 2007
...and gets a BIG hug!! :-)
I had the best welcoming party when i got in from work this afternoon. Mum and dad had been looking after Tom today cos he hasn’t been very well and Sue didn’t want to send him to nursery. He was very down this morning but apparently picked up loads during the rest of the day. Thankfully i was home early enough to see him, and i got the nicest response from him… I walked into the kitchen just as he was walking into it from the other end, unaware that i’d got back. He came round the corner, saw me and instantly gave me the biggest grin and came toddling over, arms outstretched, to give Auntie a big hug and a kiss on the cheek. God, he’s a little star. Made my day that did. Doesn’t sound that amazing now, but was one of those things that just means so much and makes everything else fade away. And he’s so funny now he’s picking up lots of different words and saying stuff to us. Ahhh, my little angel :-)
January 30, 2007
Hehe, i’m so excited i feel like a little girl waiting for Santa again…. I’m going to be returning to Warwick for the entire weekend, and i cannot wait! It’s been far too long, i miss everyone and everything so much, bring it on! The Edam is returning baby! I’m sure it’s incredibly sad to be so happy about a weekend with some old friends, but hey i don’t care if people call me a saddo.
In other news, life is much better at the mo. Work has improved somewhat, i had a fantastic weekend with Chris, i’m so in love, and i now have Peru booked off from work. Oh yes. Happy days.
Watch out Warwick, i’m coming back… and i’m bringing my sexy new boots with me! :-)
January 25, 2007
Recently work has been crap and i’ve been feeling shitty about it, blah blah blah. It hasn’t really improved that much, but i have other positive things to look forward to at the moment, and those are the things that are keeping me going right now. For example:
1) i saw Tom, briefly, this evening and we had big hugs and he came to me straight away when i got back from work, and we sat and ‘played’ the piano together for a bit… was good!
2) tomorrow is Friday, this is very good. Means i’m on my way to skipton as soon as i finish work, and spending all weekend with my lovely boyfriend.
3) the weekend after i’m hoping to visit Warwick and see the old crowd who i miss hugely
4) i’m having a few days off to go to devon with chris over valentines
5) peru is looking like an almost definite plan… more details to follow when i know what’s going on
6) chris has ordered a TT. Oh yes. A TT. Need i say more??
Just felt a need to put down a few good things to remind me of life outside of work. Probably doesn’t make much sense to anyone else, but it does to me. I’m a lucky lucky girl, and i must never lose sight of that.
January 21, 2007
I feel bad today. There was much wine involved in drinking away the pain of last week. Which has in turn made today rather painful in a different way. I think i’m getting old, i can’t handle a night out anymore… this is rather sad indeed. On a positive note, the sexy boots were fantastic and comfy to wear… mmm sexy boots :-)
January 19, 2007
I have a new pair of very, very sexy boots.
This eases the pain, if only marginally, of an extremely crap week. Mmm, sexy boots. Thank the lord for the weekend. Tomorrow i’m going out (in my sexy new boots) to drink away the pain of this shitty crappy crap week. Bring it on…
January 17, 2007
Although i wouldn’t exactly class these things as ‘stupid’, that’s apparently what they are… i’m bored and fed up… might as well do this…
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex… hell yeh, i love my K2 girlies!
(x) Drank Alcohol… just a few times
(x) Are / Been In Love… right now!
(x) Been Dumped… i’ll say yeh, it was mutual really, but i was devastated for a long long time
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person… of course, several!
(x) Skipped School… only one day, i had a good reason and my parents knew anyway! Skipped random lessons during 6th form too, if those count
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die… um, lots of ‘things’ yeh… flowers, and flies / spiders as i crush them…!
SO FAR: 7
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends… not anymore!
(x) Been To Paris… oh yes, even been to DisneyLand there!
(x) Been To Spain… yep, Lloret de Mar is party central, woo hoo
(x) Been On A Plane… a few times
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking this one time… a lot of times
SO FAR: 12
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 12
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers… i usually avoid them though, cos i’m weird like that
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have… hmm
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By… fantastic past-time, that reminds me of our last term at uni, in the Ken House garden with Amy… good times
( ) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 15
(x) Had A Tea Party… mmm hmm
( ) Flown A Kite… i can’t actually think of a time… that’s quite sad actually
(x) Built A Sand Castle… many
( ) Gone mudding (offroading)
(x) Played Dress Up… good old days
SO FAR: 18
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves… i’m sure i did that many times when i was little
(x) Gone Sledging… not much, was never a big thing in our family
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game… a few times, yeh!
(x) Been Lonely… oh yeh
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School… in practically all my lectures at uni, yeh!
SO FAR: 23
(x) Watched The Sun Set… beautiful
(x) Felt An Earthquake… it woke me up… in Wolverhampton!
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 25
(x) Been Tickled… hmm, and i don’t like it!
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized… well i’ve had little things that have mysteriously disappeared at school
( ) Been cheated… not that i know to
(x) Been Misunderstood… mmm yeh
SO FAR: 28
(x) Won A Contest… at school yeh
( ) Been Suspended From School… christ no, i was a good girl
( ) Had Detention… again, i was a good girl i tell you
() Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident… thankfully no
SO FAR: 29
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night… mmmmmm
(x) Danced in the moonlight… on the way back from the union many a time
SO FAR: 31
(x) Hated The Way You Look… yeh
( ) Witnessed A Crime… not that i can think of
(x) Pole Danced… loving the poles in Reflex baby!
(x) Questioned Your Heart… hasn’t everyone?
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes… oooh yeh
SO FAR: 35
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud… yuck no!
(x) Been Lost… yeh, i’m frequently lost in my own little world…!
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World… unfortunately not
( ) Swam In The Ocean… paddled, but not actual swimming that i can think of
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying… illness is bad
SO FAR: 37
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep… sadly yes
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers… must finish my Ken House memories book!
(x) Sang Karaoke… i’m a karaoke queen!!
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins… um, lunches yeh?!
SO FAR: 41
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn’t… of course, it’s only natural!
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose… that’s gross, but yeh!
(x) Kissed In The Rain… mmm yeh sexy!
SO FAR: 45
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus… probably at some point… i’ve written one to Minnie Mouse definitely!
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About… with a group of best mates yeh
(x) Blown Bubbles… obviously
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere… no, but we had a disposable BBQ on the beach if that counts??
SO FAR: 48
( ) Crashed A Party… don’t think so
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading… i tried hard when i was young, but i just couldn’t do it, must have been funny to watch though!
(x) Had A Wish Come True… yeh, a few actually!
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey… mmm, that’ll be a NO!
SO FAR: 50
(x) Worn Pearls… yes
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge… i think not… i’m still alive aren’t i??
( ) Screamed “Penis” or “Vagina”... no, cos that would be weird!
( ) Swam With Dolphins… i wish
SO FAR: 51
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex’s Clothes… briefly
(x) Sat On A Roof Top… of a couple of hotels yeh
SO FAR: 53
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs… don’t sit next to me on a ride at Alton Towers… you’ll wish you hadn’t!!
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about (online/in person)... ok, not strictly that recently, but i did it all the time during my 3 years at uni, so i’m gona count that one
SO FAR: 55
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House… yeh, how much fun?!
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone… i’m too scared to watch them with other people or alone, i’m sad, i know!
SO FAR: 57
(x) Believed In Ghosts… i’ve had my moments
(x) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes… probably in my life, but definitely not at one time, i don’t have many shoes, they just hurt me!
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 59
(x) Played Chicken… when i was young
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You’re Hot By A Complete Stranger… a few times, yeh!
( ) Broken A Bone… no, but i did think i’d broken my knee the other day if that counts??
(x) Been Easily Amused… hell, all the time!
SO FAR: 62
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried… i lived in the Ken House for 2 years, what do you think??
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed… yeh, that’s weird isn’t it??
SO FAR: 64
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone… we used to flash at each other frequently in the Ken House garden!! ;-) I’m sure i’ve done it enough times while out on the piss as well
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test… only when it wasn’t that important!!
(x) Forgotten Someone’s Name… oh yeh
(x) French Braided Someones Hair… ah, the good old days again :-)
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
( ) Tried to hurt yourself
SO FAR: 68
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster… yes, but i’m not a fan!
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling Under water… unfortunately not!
(x) Had A Cavity… yes and now i have the fillings!
(x) Black-Mailed Someone… i think so
(x) Been Black Mailed… again, i think so
SO FAR: 72
(x) Been Used… er, yes
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs… amusing but true
( ) Licked A Cat… what?!
(x) Bitten Someone… does biting someone’s lip softly count??
(x) Licked Someone… no comment ;-)
SO FAR: 76
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint… thankfully no!
( ) Had sex in the rain… interesting concept
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode Drove your bike car until the fuel light came on
( ) Got five pounds or less worth of fuel
TOTAL: 76 out of 132 stupid things… most of which i actually don’t think are stupid, but hey ho there you go, that’s wasted a large amount of time!
I do my best.
And sometimes it’s just not good enough.
Sod you then.
January 15, 2007
Well i could blog about Christmas, or New Year, or lots of time spent with Chris, about my recent sales course, or about the general grind of the 9 to 5 city centre job… but no, instead let’s get back into the blogs with a nice little quiz :-)
Oh, and Happy New Year bloggers, hope everyone had a lovely festive season!
Ten random things about me
1. I’m incredibly lazy
2. I’m obsessed with my money and doing my accounts everyday
3. I’m in love
4. I hate mornings
5. I’ve seen Bon Jovi in concert twice
6. I wanted to work with dolphins when i was growing up!
7. I’ve been to DisneyLand, Paris
8. I hate scary movies / programmes / stories… they actually freak me out
9. I like to plan and make lists
10. I want to see more of the world
Nine ways to win my heart
1. Love me
2. Look after me
3. Tell me how you feel about me
4. Want me, and only me
5. Be honest and faithful
6. Share my dreams for the future
7. Look sexy
8. Smell sexy
9. And clean your teeth!!!
Eight things i want to do before i die
1. Travel to far off lands and exotic places
2. Get married
3. Have children
4. Ride a horse
5. Go to a grand prix
6. Tell everyone i care about how much i love them
7. Actually learn to drive and own my own car!
8. All the things that are in my ‘101 things to do before you die’ Book!
Seven ways to annoy me
1. Be patronizing
2. Be really thick
3. Be inconsiderate
4. Let me down
5. Lie to me
6. Expect more of me than i can possibly give
7. Put me down
Six things i believe in
1. Being polite
2. Sleep is important for health and happiness
3. The sun makes everything seem better
4. Sometimes vodka and chocolate really can solve a problem
5. Don’t expect too much of yourself, but always do your best
6. Live for today, you never know what’s round the corner
Five things i’m afraid of
1. Being lonely
2. Being penniless
5. Letting myself down
Four favourite items in my room
1. My 21st birthday ring
3. My stereo
4. My graduation picture – a constant reminder of everything i’ve achieved and all the good times i’ve had
Three things i do every day
1. Talk to Chris
2. Listen to music
3. Wake up feeling tired
Two things i want to be able to do right now
1. Pass my driving test
2. Move in with Chris
One person i wish i could see right now
1. Emma Povey
December 20, 2006
I’m really knackered now, and feeling like i’ve got lots to sort out cos all i seem to have done since i got in from work has been to sit chatting on the sodding phone, but hey, it’s all good! I’m not complaining at all. Thought i’d blog briefly while my head tries to stop spinning… Today was a good day at work, you know when things keep moving, but not too stressfully quickly, and you get everything done, and everyone’s cheerful, and you’ve got a Christmas CD on in the background…? Yeh, one of those days. Plus i balanced spot on. And my manager gave me a big bottle of Cava and box of chocs for Xmas, quite unexpected seeing as she doesn’t even give out Xmas cards!!
It was also Pay Day today… which was going to be the highlight of my day. It wasn’t infact. The Ferrero Rocher were. Pay Day was a disppointment, cos they still haven’t sorted out my tax payments and consequently i have yet again been paid significantly less than i should have done. Argh. Unimpressed. I know i’ll get it back, but i was kinda hoping and had allowed for getting the right amount today, never mind, at least i’ve been paid something, “it’s better than a poke in the eye with a blunt stick”!!
And my final positive point: we are one day closer to all the Christmas festivities and to seeing Chris. It seems all the more real now cos he finished work today and is driving home tomorrow… in my mind that means he’s basically on his way now… bring it on :-)