All entries for Monday 14 February 2005
February 14, 2005
I must not be bitter. I must not dwell on the fact that a year ago today he lied to me. Must no be upset that when he said he wanted to be together forever he actually meant until things aren't 100% perfect anymore. Must not get angry that it's impossible to get through the day without something reminding me of him. Must not feel sorry for myself.
Must pull myself together, look to the future, realise that actually I am better off now and that it was never really meant to be.
Must remember to breathe.