All entries for August 2005
August 31, 2005
Seroiusly, I'm a coward.
I realised that I am a complete coward – less than 2 feet away, my cowardness outweighed my courage, which was already non-existent, and left me in such a sloppy ground now. I would say, it was a very big blunder, an extremely embarassing one, and shameful.
In the foreseeable future, I do not think I will be able to come any closer to a position than the one I am in now.
It was indeed a day with a series of unfortunate events to me, very very unfortunate.
August 12, 2005
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
Thank you for spending a night with me, not only watched a very decent Johnny Depp movie, but also taught me the little things…(I can only remember 3 things: sweater, tempo, umbrella and? remind me…)
Don't worry too much about your future, just, be optimistic and fight!
Thank you Minnie.
August 10, 2005
An enjoyable night, with sweety you
Finally, I can meet you before I head back to England. Though you were a bit late, I can grant you extra patience for that, for having dinner with you is a great event to me. Your lateness are completely forgivable…
A sweet voice, a sweet face and a sweet character. You are simply a sweet person, believe me or not.
Shall I have diabetus because of your sweetness, I have no regrets.
All the best to you.
August 07, 2005
Goodbye, grand–father!
The last ten days were absolutely unforgettable – watching somebody dying is tough and difficult, especially if he is a relative of yours.
I was of course deeply saddened with my grandad's death, although there was no tears in my eyes. He was the one who loved me deepest besides my parents, and I could feel it from his never-been-happier smiles each time I saw him. I understand he had been struggling to wait for me to return from England, perhaps I was one of those whom he wanted to see before he left, before he bravely walked through the last part of his eighty-two-year-long journey after suffering from severe sicknesses.
May you rest in peace. When you meet great-grandad, tell him you have had a proudly-lived life.