Don't you study onboard???This is a difficult time. Why? I can't do anything now, otherwise I may risk losing everything.
However, I enjoy the time being. I am pleased to be cared and to care about you. I have to be very brave to take the next step but I'm not doing anything until it is time to do so. I learnt from past experience that there may not be any need to rush things through at the moment.
I wish you a good time at home with your family, sincerely.
See you in dreams sweetie.