March 16, 2005


We all make mistakes, I am no exception unfortunately, my life seems to be full of them, and they are fairly big ones, they may not be costing people lives (well I hope not anyway) but they are hurting peoples feelings, my own included. I haven't blogged in about 3 weeks either, this isnt really a mistake, just a matter of circumstance, I have had my other mistakes to deal with, I apologise to all my fans (yeah like I had any anyway).

I suppose a quick refresh of my life is probably in order, in the last 3 weeks I have done the unthinkable and fallen in love with a women, she is absolutely amazing but there are complications (isn't there always?), he's a small piece of advice – don't tell a women you're gay if you are then going to fall in love with her, it just makes things very difficult and very confusing for all involved.

I guess it wouldn't be so bad if she didn't feel the same back, but she's fallen in love with me too, so you're probably now thinking what's so bad about that, well basically she has issues because I more or less introduced myself as gay, I guess she feels betrayed and worried it wont work. I just feel confused that she can love me so much but not want to do anything about it. I made it all a bit worse (or perhaps better, I don't know yet) last night by kissing her, she didn't push away, but now she's gone back to struggling to deal with all again.

Oh well, life goes on I suppose…

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  1. Mathew Mannion

    I think if you sit down and talk to her and explain your feelings and stay completely honest about things then you can't really go wrong, mate.

    16 Mar 2005, 08:28

  2. Give it some time, since it sounds like all will be well in the end :)

    16 Mar 2005, 10:06

  3. Some small issues – but the basics seem to point towards good times. Good luck.

    16 Mar 2005, 11:16

  4. As someone who has made a lot of mistakes recently I can only wish you the best of luck and assure you that I still follow your blog :)

    16 Mar 2005, 12:17

  5. I didn't know you did anyway. But still…Uhoh

    16 Mar 2005, 13:26

  6. Love conquers all :)
    Nice to have you back Chris.

    17 Mar 2005, 00:25

  7. Wes Walker

    I can't imagine she's the only confused one mate! You must be feeling pretty weird too! My advice is just to keep talking and talking and keep it honest – I don't believe that anyone is 100% gay or straight for a second, so go for it! I'm so happy for you mate!!!! :oD

    18 Mar 2005, 14:43

  8. I wondered how long it would be before someone religious made that kind of comment. I don't really care what most people think these days though.

    27 Mar 2005, 13:37

  9. Dearie me Jimbob, you are indeed a twat.

    02 Apr 2005, 17:11

  10. Oh for goodness sake, Jimbob. Just, go die.

    Chris, good luck.

    04 Apr 2005, 10:38

  11. Oh good grief. Chris, I honestly wish you well, whatever you do and however you choose to live your life. On behalf of all Christians everywhere, Sorry.

    Jimbob, think about this; you can practise love without Christianity, but you cannot practise Christianity without love. You really need to apologise to this guy.


    09 Apr 2005, 19:58

  12. Thanks Matt, it shouldnt really be your job to apologise on behalf of other christians, I know some who are completely cool about it all anyway. There's always going to be people that object to particular ways of life; christian or otherwise.

    10 Apr 2005, 21:44

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