All entries for Tuesday 25 January 2005
January 25, 2005
I have no one to hug, well its not quite that simple, I know quite a few people that should I ask them for a hug they would happily oblige. What I mean is I have no one to which I can just walk up and hug, without asking, and they'll just hug me back – no questions asked.
I really needed a hug-buddy a couple of weeks ago at Rainbows, I wasn't particularly depessed about anything in particular, I was just a little down and a hug would have done me the world of good. It was then that this entry was thought up, its just taken me nearly two weeks to get round to it, mainly because I think I am having another moment where I could just do with a hug.
Does anyone else have such a hug-buddy? Or is it something to only expect from a significant other? which I also happen to be lacking. I am in a very reflective mood, if it wasn't for the fact its cloudy I'd probably be out in the cold somewhere taking moonlit photos of solitary things like leaf-less trees.
So its day 2 of my new regime, I managed to be up for 6am yesterday, I made a huge curry and ate that for breakfast, mmmmm curry for breakfast. I also tidied the kitchen again and made lunch and was on campus for 8:20am. Went to the gym for a whole 15mins because I overdid it a bit on the cycles and it took me about half an hour to recover.
I had my lunch at about 12:30 in Computer Science which, over the course of the time I was in there, had some of the power bloggers: Dan, Sam, Mat, Andy Ingram and the Nicks. I eventually left campus at 7:30pm after being there for over 11 hours, in which I had only 1 lecture. Went to bed at just gone 11 after a very small amount to eat.
I may have to make a few changes to the regime though, I woke up today at 6am and I was soooo very nearly tempted to go back to bed till 7am, I think I should allow myself lie ins especially when I don't start work till midday on a tuesday. I suppose I'd best get out of bed now and have breakfast, if you can still call it that?