All entries for Tuesday 23 November 2004
November 23, 2004
I think I'm having the male equivalent of the womens time of the month, I've been in a very wierd mood with no kinda will to do anything, I was supposed to be going to the Pride Traffic Light disco tonight but after being on campus 9:30 till 5:30 and not feeling to good I really didn't feel up to it. Plus the idea isn't one I particularly like, I know it's just supposed to be a bit of fun but I just don't like the idea of making it blatently obvious you're desperate or going just to pull.
I hate feeling like this, it's not productive. Who ever said retail therapy was helpful? I just find the effects don't last long enough, a few hours after purchasing things I feel the same way and ready to go out and spend another small fortune I haven't got.
I think I've become a bit obsessive over a few things as well which isn't good, been spending too much time in the gym I think and I've been doing loads of hours at Asda on top of my assignments and lectures, I'm probably doing more hours in total then a full time job and I think its starting to show now, at least in a week and a half it will be the holiday and I can kind of take a break (if you ignore all the hours a week I'm going to be doing at Asda in Sheffield). Anyway its time I was going to bed if I want to be in the gym at 7:30am tomorrow (see that has to be obsessive).