November 12, 2005

More Rain

Follow-up to Feelin' Fine from Fingerprint

I am raining on a request from James

More please! :)

November 10, 2005

Feelin' Fine

Or not. Porblems, issues, etc have led me to create an interpretation of my feelings as an animated gif:

If you want it to rain on your picture, but don't know how to make your dream come true, e-mail the picture to me and i'll rain on it!

Usual address, spockstension at hotmail dot com.

November 04, 2005

I love to play God

Writing about an entry you don't have permission to view

I play God all the time, it's one of my favourite passtimes! Many an hour I've sat at christmas playing God with the family.

A game for believers aged 2 and up

Also, anyone who can guess the object I used for the game board wins an Asda SmartPrice chocolate-chip cookie (may contain traces of nut). Although it has to be said that it has already been guessed by my housemate James, who also wrote the caption for the side of the box.

His other talents are evident here.

November 03, 2005

Equal Ops Super Heroes

There are no gay superheroes that I know of. The traditional image of a super hero doesn't lend itself to the sterotype given to the gay community. In the interests of equality I have created a super hero called Gay Monk, who uses his powers to fight crime.

For the interests of equality

What adventures will he embark on?


Monk uses his power of awesome to spread peace and respect!
Monk uses his powers of awesome to spread peace and respect

October 22, 2005

Another Day, Another Cliche

Here I am, back blogging, first update of term. I've met some strange and wonderful people, and done some cool things, but not on my own steam yet.
I'm finding it difficult to operate on my own – either not being alone when I want to be, or trying not to be alone when I should be doing something by myself. By alone, I usually mean alone with other people.

Feeling ronery.

So.. do I need a GIRLFRIEND?


  • It would give me some stability.
  • Emotional backing
  • Mutual feeling of togetherness and respect
  • Warm cosy nights in bed
  • Sleep better
  • Feel better
  • Sexlol


  • Lolsex
  • Expensive
  • Distracting
  • Draining on their part
  • Paranoia
  • Difficult to find
  • (Issues)
  • Pop music

So.. do I need a BOYFRIEND?


  • It would give me some stability.
  • Emotional backing
  • Mutual feeling of togetherness and respect
  • Warm cosy nights in bed
  • Sleep better
  • Feel better
  • Deviancy!
  • Sexlol


  • Expensive
  • Unlikely
  • Problematic
  • Complex emotional and psychological issues involved
  • Exploration, or solid relationship?
  • A gay boyfriend, a bi boyfriend, or just a guy who aint picky.
  • Limited previous experience
  • Techno music

Answers on a postcard

June 24, 2005

I win

Writing about an entry you don't have permission to view

I got you all beat
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

Test can be found here

As a side note, please sign in when you view this page to get my MSN address in the below post. No matter how random you are.

Keep the world small

Hay guys!

I'm off home soon, and my Internets won't be working after today. So add me to MSN for sitting-indoors-with-nothing-better-to-do fun!

spockstension [at] hotmail [spot] com

comes with a 30 day freedom guarentee. If you don't like talking to me within 30 days… you can stop! After that you gotta pay.

Enjoy your holidays(s)

June 18, 2005


I have burnt myself out.


10 exams, 13 days, most of them hard… can't be good. I've slept, and now I sit in my room with only the quiet hum of the CPU fan to comfort me. I'd already lost my interest in work, and now it seems I have lost my passion for life.

So.. yeah.

This is what lead poisoning must feel like. Quiet, lonely and warm in the heady atmosphere of pointless endevours. I can't even write about my day.. well I could:

  • Woke
  • Slept
  • Woke
  • Got up
  • Played Civ3 for hours
  • Wrote on my blog

I guess I'll go and shower. Or eat. Yeah, eat.


June 14, 2005

I hate my course

I'm starting to think I hate my course. It's always miffed me, but now it seems like I am growing a passionate distain for everything to do with it.

Computer Science


  • Computer Scientists
  • All the maths
  • Badly taught lectures
  • Badly organised modules
  • Strangely chosen exams
  • A handful of ugly, dishevelled lecturers with a distain for students
  • A building that's not as nice as the maths department
  • Exam timetable
  • A course that tries to cater for so many people it's guarenteed to irritate everyone
  • The directionless nature of CS
  • 100% FOFO instruction method


That is all

Computer science has taken my interest in computing and dropped it from a great height, so that it falls and shatters, mixing with the remnents of my broken dreams. If they ask me to resit this year, I'm very likely not to be a University student next year – I don't think the pain of my course is worth the bit of paper at the end.

I have gone from liking the idea to disliking my course, to disliking everything involved with my course, to disliking computer scientists, to disliking computers. I want to get my own restaurant or something now. Even then, I'll cringe when I have to use the LCD till.

I should have done Flower Studies or something.

May 29, 2005

404: Blog Not Found

My blog is down!

At least until after exams nothing will appear here bar this message and anything important. So probably nothing else.

This is because:

  1. My blog, like many blogs, is pointless and devoid of entertainment
  2. I cannot concentrate on revision when the blog world calls me
  3. I have deep seated emotional* problems that I don't want staining your browser of choice
  4. This is a stealthy edit that I bet you won't read because this has been here so long

*not the only ones, but.. hey.

I can be MSN'd at spockstension at hotmail dot com. Add me, random people, and learn what it is to type to a man on the edge.

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