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DISORDER        RATING
Paranoid:       High
Schizoid:       Moderate 
Schizotypal:    Moderate 
Antisocial:     Low 
Borderline:     Moderate 
Histrionic:     Moderate 
Narcissistic:   Moderate 
Avoidant:       Very High 
Dependent:      Very High 
Obsessive-Compulsive:   Moderate 

Test can be found here

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: 24 Jun 2005 21:48 |  Comments (0) |  Close comments |  Report a problem

Keep the world small

Hay guys!

I'm off home soon, and my Internets won't be working after today. So add me to MSN for sitting-indoors-with-nothing-better-to-do fun!

spockstension [at] hotmail [spot] com

comes with a 30 day freedom guarentee. If you don't like talking to me within 30 days… you can stop! After that you gotta pay.

Enjoy your holidays(s)

: 24 Jun 2005 21:35 |  Comments (0) |  Close comments |  Report a problem

B

I have burnt myself out.

Owch.

10 exams, 13 days, most of them hard… can't be good. I've slept, and now I sit in my room with only the quiet hum of the CPU fan to comfort me. I'd already lost my interest in work, and now it seems I have lost my passion for life.

So.. yeah.

This is what lead poisoning must feel like. Quiet, lonely and warm in the heady atmosphere of pointless endevours. I can't even write about my day.. well I could:

• Woke
• Slept
• Woke
• Got up
• Played Civ3 for hours
• Wrote on my blog

I guess I'll go and shower. Or eat. Yeah, eat.

Definately

: 18 Jun 2005 14:39 |  Comments (0) |  Close comments |  Report a problem

I hate my course

I'm starting to think I hate my course. It's always miffed me, but now it seems like I am growing a passionate distain for everything to do with it.

Computer Science

Disavantages

• Computer Scientists
• All the maths
• Badly taught lectures
• Badly organised modules
• Strangely chosen exams
• A handful of ugly, dishevelled lecturers with a distain for students
• A building that's not as nice as the maths department
• Exam timetable
• A course that tries to cater for so many people it's guarenteed to irritate everyone
• The directionless nature of CS
• 100% FOFO instruction method

Advantages

That is all

Computer science has taken my interest in computing and dropped it from a great height, so that it falls and shatters, mixing with the remnents of my broken dreams. If they ask me to resit this year, I'm very likely not to be a University student next year – I don't think the pain of my course is worth the bit of paper at the end.

I have gone from liking the idea to disliking my course, to disliking everything involved with my course, to disliking computer scientists, to disliking computers. I want to get my own restaurant or something now. Even then, I'll cringe when I have to use the LCD till.

I should have done Flower Studies or something.

: 14 Jun 2005 21:02 |  Comments (4) |  Close comments |  Report a problem