Vindaloo
I guess at this point you're wondering why I put indian curry in my title for the entry eh? Well the answer is I have no clue myself, so don't even ask or I'll maul you.
A funny thing happened to me today, and (obviously omitting names) I am willing to share it with the world, but first I want to ask this question:
Have you ever burnt all bridges with someone? Have you stopped talking/seeing/thinking about someone to the point that he does not exist anymore?
Well let's just say that something like that happened to me today, and I seem to be very reluctant to do so. Maybe it's just me, but I'm too much of a nice guy to completely shun someone out of my world and literally pretend he's not there. This person is a member of the opposite sex (I do have contact with them once in a while :P) that has pretty much deceived me and led me to think that I was the one for her, but that turned out completely wrong and I kinda hate her now for that. Just the fact that she used me for fun to throw me away like a used toy makes my blood boil, and I truly hate her for this.
But then again this person contacts me during the night, with apologies, yet a very controversial statement of hers which is not truly convincing as well. I reiterate I never really hated anyone, but this just plainly pisses me off, especially knowing what she did.
But I guess I can't just burn all bridges with you can I? So I hope you read this entry, just to make you give an idea of the situation, and how to mend things up after what you've done.
Oh, and by mending things up you just might get a remote chance of talking to me again, and i'm obviously not going to help you make things better it's up to you,you and only you.
On a lighter note, a picture of me with a gas mask:
19 Oct 2004 01:59
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I have recently been in an similar situation myself. from experience, if you can't forgive or forget, then you'll be pretty upset inside for a long long while (which is unbearably unfair when you're the innocent party). Having spent the past sixth months trying to salvage any scraps left from my last relationship (despite me being the one who was majorly screwed over) I realised that you may try to burn the bridge from your end, but this tends not to have the desired effect. I would greatly appreciate any kind of nuclear weapon on offer to burn the bridge between my ex and me, but them knowing that seems to stimulate an element of Indiana Jones in these people, and your ex is very likely to land right in your face, having swung the rest of the way clutching a vine she seemed to pluck from nothingness. I digress.
I would use my nuclear explosion in the hope that even the slightest flicker of hope my ex has of having me back (in whatever context) would be extinguished (Like what I did there?!) The difficulty is making them realise that the fire is indeed intended to burn them to a crisp, or in the very least… singe their wobbly bits.
I've ranted because unless you've experienced it, you don't know. I'm sure any devoted Christian would send me straight to hell for saying that you shouldn't forgive someone for causing you to lose faith in life, and worst of all, love.
13 Jan 2005, 00:08
I only like sand.
16 Jan 2005, 19:07
And I quote: "What the hell are ya doin', Sven?!" Hush.
03 Mar 2005, 22:15
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