April 21, 2005

Traitor to the cause

Fearometer: 4 (Is this ominous?)

Be too exact and you'll fall into contradiction. Toe the gossamer line between insight and senselessness. Try stoicism, discover the value of rejecting it whilst in an idle poetry seminar. Part company with the fear like jaded lovers in a one night stand that went on for too long. Its still there like an old pair of slippers, awaiting your return.

The other end of the scale brings its own problems. Too high above to do any work – the giddyness is too delicious, and everything is so bloody amusing, although you cant for the life of you work out why.

Moderation is the only tenable route for contentment. But then you've never been terribly good at that. It has to be amplified or it'd be boring after all. And what would you have to show the good patches in the gilded relief they deserve.

But you're determined not to fall so far this time, checks and balances and a regime with tablets and swimming. Don't talk about it, the playgound jinx threatens. Keep moving even if you ont know where you're going to. A moving target can't be hit.

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  1. Only a four? You must be the most relaxed person on campus!

    21 Apr 2005, 20:39

  2. Ahh the wonder of denial…........

    22 Apr 2005, 00:32

  3. with the fear like jaded lovers in a one night stand that went on for too long lol :D

    23 Apr 2005, 19:05

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