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January 24, 2011
Time goes by faster than I expected. I always have this definition of time in my head that is going slowly and I could stop whenever I want. But it does'n't look as if it will stop . It runs faster and faster and what remains are only memories. Memories which are likely to be forgotten. As I reach the stairs to the deepest of my thoughts I see the light. I feel I at getting close. I keep asking these questions while the time passes me and I can't catch the moments. I see myself in the light. Is that my reflection? I wish I was intelligent enough to know . I wish many wishes. I still need to run. The clock is now ticking. Is this the end of my meaningful journey? What did it mean? no, It is not over. Still some time is left. But where did the time go? I was thinking when it suddenly escaped. I should try again to catch it. But is this really possible? Or am I just wasting my time? My time!!?? What does that mean? I just reached the top level. Now I realize that the top is the lowest. I am close to the end? I am surrounded by lights. Absolute brightness. Is this my destination? Or do I still need to go. Now I don't even know if I am moving or not. Warmer, warmer, aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I can hear the birds singing. Another morning and I am in my bed ...
December 14, 2010
I don't really believe that there is a limit for what can be stored in one person's brain. But recently it is becoming apparent that there are constrains in the amount of information which could be digested by my brain. This could be a total disaster as I can for see there is a lot more to come and it is just too much given the amount of time we have. Yeah, it is true. I am complaining and I have reasons. It might not be really useful to read this stuff. But at least writing about my feelings might help me to come down and focus on my goals and be positive. So If you have spend some time to find something valuable in the context I should let you know that you have wasted some minutes of your valuable life . . .
November 05, 2010
Days of confusion have come over again. I didn't expect them to come back . I didn't even invite them. But they found their way through. There are certain periods in life when you feel things have become difficult to be dealt with. The feeling is not the same. You see things differently while they are the same as they were. It could possibly arise from the fact the you have changed and you have not realized yet. When I think about my past, I think about all the glorious moments and experiences I had and the way I used to deal with my problems. I recall coping with most terrible circumstances in my previous job. What did I use to do that I must do again? I know! I should spend time on the books which I used to read. They were really helpful in terms of helping me to think more positive and to find solutions in critical situations.. I will do that right now. If one lesson I have learned in life that is If you think something is right, do it now.
October 04, 2010
4th of October. Finally the day arrived. A great day for freedom as Gilmour says. Why Freedom? Because I need to leave everything behind and feel free to make choices in this new life. Since few months ago I have had different thoughts and perceptions about the choice I made. By that, I mean the decision I made to come back to the student life after few years of a working type of life. I must admit that everything looked to be blurry and honestly I had no idea about the possible consequences. It is often a big challenge when it comes to changes. We all adore good things to happen to us. However, we expect to gain all of that with the least possible changes in our lives. We'd rather choose not to face our fears by avoid entering to an unknown territory which looks so dark in the first place. But soon we realize that the lights have started to shine and the path is gradually becoming brighter. Still a lot of questions remain. We see the path, but we are not sure where does this path lead to? Are we on the right one? Will this create a bright future for us? Are we going to suffer? Are we capable of doing this? We imagine ourselves in different situations and depending on our values and self-image judge our selves. 'Warwick Manufacturing Group - e-business Management'! Is this where I really wanted to be? Is this what I really love? Should I always follow what my heart desire? My answer to this one used to be 'always'. But people advice you to be more cautious and rational. I have thought about these things a lot. I'll try to put it this way. All these question marks could be conceived as the main reasons why we are all here. So let's find out together.