All entries for Monday 04 October 2010
October 04, 2010
4th of October. Finally the day arrived. A great day for freedom as Gilmour says. Why Freedom? Because I need to leave everything behind and feel free to make choices in this new life. Since few months ago I have had different thoughts and perceptions about the choice I made. By that, I mean the decision I made to come back to the student life after few years of a working type of life. I must admit that everything looked to be blurry and honestly I had no idea about the possible consequences. It is often a big challenge when it comes to changes. We all adore good things to happen to us. However, we expect to gain all of that with the least possible changes in our lives. We'd rather choose not to face our fears by avoid entering to an unknown territory which looks so dark in the first place. But soon we realize that the lights have started to shine and the path is gradually becoming brighter. Still a lot of questions remain. We see the path, but we are not sure where does this path lead to? Are we on the right one? Will this create a bright future for us? Are we going to suffer? Are we capable of doing this? We imagine ourselves in different situations and depending on our values and self-image judge our selves. 'Warwick Manufacturing Group - e-business Management'! Is this where I really wanted to be? Is this what I really love? Should I always follow what my heart desire? My answer to this one used to be 'always'. But people advice you to be more cautious and rational. I have thought about these things a lot. I'll try to put it this way. All these question marks could be conceived as the main reasons why we are all here. So let's find out together.