Wasting time, I have nothing else to do…
Its strange, now I'm worried about what I'm going to do with my time. What am I going to do, I have NOTHING to do!! Not once in my life have I had that luxury, normally at home even when I was little I'd have something to do, you know clean the kitchen, clean your room that kind of thing. But now I can honestly say I have nothing. This is the first time since I've come to uni that I've actually had nothing to do, one part of me doesn't believe me and is frantically searching my brain for some long forgotten assignment that needs to be done before the end of term.
I guess I could start reading up on courses for next year, but, NO!!
I'm not that worried about what to do with my time.
I am now at leisure to do as I please. YAY!!
Still I'm worried that no one will be going out and that i won't have anyone to go out with. Yes this is what I intend to do with my time. Go out and be merry. But what about during the day. I want to sit out in the sun, I want to play stuff I haven't done for years. Yes, incredibly sad I know, but I want to play catch with a tennis ball. I loved doing this, especially when someone threw it really hard and it stung your hands or if you managed to hit someone (of course not on purpose).
I want to be able to sit outside and just stare at the blue sky, feel the sun on my skin and not worry. Not worrying a luxury that few of us really can afford.
At the moment I'd love to put my music up really loud and dance around my room, but I'd probably get fined and I need to save my money up for the many excursions I am planning..